so okay, originally in the outline there was a scene in pccf where brendon catches ryan wearing girls' underwear, and it's not like a ~thing in the fic, but it's a moment that just adds to the tension (they do show up one more time after that). and ryan was like, look, it's not a thing, i just like it sometimes, it's comfortable to sleep in, and. yeah. but then i took it out of the outline because i know not everyone is into that, and i didn't want to like randomly throw my kink in and add a dimension that a lot of people would go squicky over. but after the response to [Poll #1346854]happy commando tuesday!