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In Order of Appearance

- How Misery Loved Me - Brendon/Ryan, NC-17 [oneshot]
Brendon had never seen Ryan cry.

♥ - Pit Stop at IHOP - Brendon/Ryan, PG-13 [oneshot]
"Do you want me to stop flirting with you?"

- ...Than Any Boy You'll Ever Meet - Brendon/Jon, NC-17 [oneshot]
"Dudes included, huh?"

- Exactly Where You'd Like Me - Brendon/Patrick, NC-17 [oneshot]
"So there really isn't anything you can't -- or won't -- do."

- Room For Me Somewhere In You - Jon/Spencer, NC-17 (companion to this) [oneshot]
Spencer always watches him, daring him to look away, and it's so fucking intense it kind of makes Jon feel like gravity's seeping out of the atmosphere and he's just floating, maybe on air, or maybe in some ocean vaguely the shade of Spencer's eyes.

♥ - When Pigs Fly and Cliches Die - Ryan/Spencer, R [oneshot]
It sucks because it's all Brendon's fault, and doesn't Brendon cause enough trouble already?

♥ - Rotation - Panic GSF, NC-17 [drabble]
He could die right now, twenty fucking years old with these three boys wrapped around him, and never wish for so much as another breath.

♥ - Now Without Stopping - Alex/Darren (Phantom Planet), PG-13 [oneshot]
He thinks of sitting out on his deck, all four of them, making up songs about root canals; he thinks of the housekeeper's face, and suddenly he doesn't know who he is.

- More Than What I See - Brendon/Spencer, NC-17 [oneshot]
This isn't rhythm at all, it's chaos. It's fire. And that's kind of what Brendon is, this bundle of energy and chaos and fire, no rhythm or rhyme, just madness, impossibly beautiful madness.

- I'm A Mascot For What You've Become - Gabe/William, PG [drabble]
Sometimes he misses the other side of it, living for the thirty-second rush of being in the spotlight of Gabe's eyes, having his attention on you and only you for a flashing moment, and letting it carry you on a high for the rest of your week, month, year.

- Your Nightlife Moods - Brendon/Jon, R [drabble]
See, this is why kissing is better than talking.

♥ - Not the Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks) - Brendon/Ryan (main), Brendon/various, NC-17 [completed in 12 parts]
A holiday gift to my flist: Twelve vignettes detailing Brendon's exploration of his kinks over the years through various partners, even though there's only one he really wants.

♥ - The Present and the Distance - GSF; everyone, Ryden-heavy, slight Brendon/Shane, NC-17 [completed in 19 parts]
The original planewreckfic, complete with cheesy!blurb: There are 17,508 islands in Indonesia, about 6,000 of which are inhabited. On August 31, 2008, returning from an Australian tour in the middle of the year's most violent storm to date, a plane carrying Panic at the Disco loses power, veers off course, and crashes into one of the remaining 11,508 islands. This is their story.

♥ - Behind These Dreams - Ryan/Jon, NC-17 [completed in 4 parts]
Maybe that's exactly what Jon wanted, to give all the control to Ryan just to make him realize how much he wants to be stripped of it.

- Aubergine Dreams - Brendon/Ryan, NC-17 [oneshot]
He imagines Ryan running his hands over it, smoothing out the creases and wrinkles, the way it would sit not quite right on his hips, over his chest, without any curves to fill it out.

- Wish I Didn't (I Don't) - Pete/Ryan, PG-13 [oneshot]
Underneath it, he's the same scared kid who just wanted to escape. Only difference is location: then, it was Vegas. Now it's just his head.

♥ - Five Times Ryan Tries To Propose (And The One Time He Does) - Brendon/Ryan, PG-13 [oneshot]
Ryan is maybe kind of a colossal idiot.

♥ - Back To The Place - Brendon/Ryan, NC-17 [completed in 8 parts]
Maybe that's what makes life interesting, the collision of endless questions and answers, and those precious moments of triumph when we can match the right ones together.

- Scratch My Phosphorus Skin (independent prequel to this) - R, Brendon/Ryan; slight GSF vibe [oneshot]
They all did it, once upon a time (last time; no fairy tales ever), side by side, warm skin brushing as they passed the joints back and forth.

♥ = my personal favorites.

I'm always working on new fic and occasionally post or request prompts, so stay tuned.


Welcome! Please refer to my profile for more info, friending policies, etc.

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Date: 2008-12-14 03:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

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Date: 2008-12-14 03:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
HUSH. i just wanted a pretty banner that matches my layout. :PPP /ryanross

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Date: 2008-12-14 05:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Totally gonna get on this when I get home.

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Date: 2008-12-14 05:10 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
ahaha dude, this exact list has been on my profile for ages. :P i just wanted a pretty banner!

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Date: 2008-12-14 05:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Bahaha, clearly I fucking suck at stalking people.
Anyway, I'd totally print this shit out to read it on the SEVEN HOUR BUS RIDE. But printers apparently don't exist in this world.

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Date: 2008-12-14 06:23 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
and it's very pretty ;)

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Date: 2008-12-14 07:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
:D thank you! i want to make moar!

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Date: 2008-12-14 06:54 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
i definitely squeeled when i saw that banner, jsyk.

oh yeah, and i definitely have to read all of those fics at some point. i am such a bad fangirl, really. lol.

ly <3

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Date: 2008-12-14 07:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
you haven't read any? i thought you had... i guess that was someone else. haha. may i recommend pit stop at ihop and... let's see... rotation is my favourite panic thing i've ever written, even though it's short. i can't remember if you knew phanplan, but now without stopping is one of my favourite things i've ever written period.

anyway. /selfwhoring. :P

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Date: 2008-12-14 08:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
no, i've read a couple. i read full moons and minor keys and how misery loved me, i believe. i just haven't read all of the others. i will definitely get on the ones that you just recommended, though.

it is also possible that i have read rotation. i can't remember, so i'm going to have to read it again and see.

lol ily and your selfwhoring. :DDD

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Date: 2008-12-14 08:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
just put me on mtv and call me pete. XD

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Date: 2008-12-14 08:13 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

that was so humiliating funny! i read that and started laughing and then i guess i started choking on my own spit or, like, the air or something because i started hacking and couldn't breathe for a second. then i laughed at myself and fell out of my chair.

i. yeah.


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Date: 2008-12-14 07:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
So, I'm totally going to add you, since I've been lurking around here long enough because

A you're awesome,
B your FICS, and
C I want your cool to rub off on me. lol.

Adding/worshiping/whatever :D

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Date: 2008-12-14 07:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
hahaha thanks! yay! *adds back*

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Date: 2008-12-15 03:23 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
might think about looking through your fics if I can tear my eyes away from sweaty Bden at the piano...

nice. very nice. very very nice. i could go on but i need to scroll up to look at sweaty bden at the piano ;)

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Date: 2008-12-15 01:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
duuuuuuuuuude i KNOW, isn't that just the most gorgeous pic ever? GUH. i just want to peel off his shirt and LICK him. which is disgusting but I WANT TO.


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Date: 2008-12-15 11:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hi ive been reading your PWF for as long as its started. Its amazing just though it would be easier to keep track of it if i added you.

So yeah just thanks for writing it

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Date: 2008-12-15 11:11 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
thank you so much! i'm glad you're enjoying it. *adds back* :)

eee, your icon. bden in glasses = UNF.

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Date: 2008-12-15 11:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Yes i absolutely adore Brendon in glasses

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Date: 2008-12-16 04:30 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
So...I just spent valuable final study time reading much of your porn. xP
I love it. You are the all powerful master. *bows*

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Date: 2008-12-16 12:56 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
LOL! i'm so glad you enjoyed! thanks. ;)

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Date: 2008-12-17 03:02 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
oh yay!! this makes me happy! no more digging through tags to find stuff nao.

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Date: 2008-12-17 01:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
haha right?

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Date: 2008-12-23 03:29 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
So, I was browsing your master list, cause I wanted to make sure I hadn't missed a chapter of PWF, and I couldn't help but notice the hearts. Then I squealed, cause those are my absolute favorite fics, too.

Not gonna lie. I've read When Pigs Fly And Cliches Die about 7 times now. I love all of your fics, but this one. I don't know. There's just something about it. <3

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Date: 2008-12-23 12:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
awww, thank you! i love that one too, even if the ending is so cheesy it makes me cringe. :P i'd probably re-do it if i could, but oh well. ppl seem to like it so it's all good. haha. thanks so much.

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Date: 2008-12-27 07:10 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
i just realized that banner picture is the same one that you sent in that attachment.


ngf. i want to lick the sweat off that body so bad. i've been having fantasies all day. vivid ones, too. it'd almost be horrible if it weren't for the fact that he's so damn attractive.

sorry. i'm bored and lurking on your LJ. can't sleep, so. *shrugs*


ily. my ryan. <3

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Date: 2008-12-27 01:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]

thanks to you now i'm having lots of fantasies too. i just want to sloooowly -- okay wait, before i start this, let's just replace me with ryan and help everyone out here. lol. i want ryan to come up behind him as brendon's playing (in the dark, after everyone's left the venue, b/c he's ~troubled and needs to vent his angst through the keys), and slowly slip his arms around him and start unbuttoning his shirt. and bden kinda stops playing, just sits there, eyes closed, thinking IS THIS REAL OH GOD. and ryan finally gets all the buttons undone and slowly peels off the shirt and...


my arms are okay in short bursts (lol bursts); it's sitting down to write big emails that bothers them sometimes.

ily 2 allybear. <3 (i still shiver every time you say "my ryan." askhaoigj94ap3W. <--shivering.)


Date: 2009-01-05 02:58 am (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
I hope you don't mind but after reading your story, it inspired me to paint a picture. Its not very good in my opinion but I gave it a shot. Hope you like (if you ever see this comment).

Re: ArtWork

Date: 2009-01-05 12:12 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
that is so exciting! but i can't see it because it says you've marked it as private. you may want to upload it to photobucket instead?


Date: 2009-01-06 08:23 pm (UTC)
From: (Anonymous)
lol. Sorry. Forgot about that whole Myspace private thing... yeah, I uploaded it to photobucket:¤t=ArtWork.jpg

I really Hope you like it.

Re: Artwork2

Date: 2009-01-06 08:35 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
omg that's awesome! i love! do you have an LJ name so i can link to it and credit you?

Re: Artwork2

Date: 2009-01-06 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Hey, It's (Anonymous)!
Heh, thanks. Yeah, just got one today.
Thanks again.

Re: Artwork2

Date: 2009-01-06 09:18 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2009-02-07 07:09 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
So, commenting on fic master lists is totally made of fail XD, but I finally have 10 seconds to comment here about how completely made of awesome you are, so I'm going to anyway :P (also, I just typed up like half of this epically long comment then lost it, and I want to murder my computer in some horribly dramatic way DX Lol...anyhow :D)

I stumbled across your writing at the very beginning of Jan, having read all of three pieces of bandfic (and rps, for that matter) *ever*. A friend had sent a few things my way from when she used to write PatD slash, and I kind of went hey, this stuff's interesting, maybe I'll check it out. I was about to leave on a trip to the US with no internet, so I figured I'd copypasta some bandfic onto my computer and see what it was like. And what do you know, I head into the terrifying jungle that is google/lj and the first thing I stumble across is chapter 17 of pwf.

Now, I have to admit, I saw your hilariously awesome fail!blurb and kind of :P But then, as I browsed around for something interesting, I kept seeing people talking about how much they adore pwf, and I decided it had to be worth a look. So I grabbed the prologue and ch1 and saved them to my harddrive and flew off to the other side of the world.

24 hours later, I totally *paid* for hotel internet so that I could get the rest. And just about died when I realised it wasn't finished, lol.

So I read the first 17 chapters of pwf in an epic marathon that involved me locking myself in my hotel room under a blanket and bawling my eyes out and not sleeping at all instead of doing all those things you're meant to do when you go on holiday to a foreign country, 'cause frankly pwf > holiday stuff so epically that there are no words XD Of course, then I had to go locate an internet cafe so I could trek through the snow each morning to see if you'd updated :P Copypastad the 12 Days of Kinks...and Rotation...and When Pigs Fly... and maybe some of your other fics to tide me over in the meantime, and discovered that in fact everything you write is amazing, not just pwf.

By the time I hopped on a plane from the US to Japan, I had turned into a hopeless bandom fangirl (and hopeless fangirl of *you* :P) and put my own poor readers into a state of panic (lol) because I've barely touched my own fic and my own fandoms since I discovered yours, lol.

I read the glory that is the final chapter and epilogue of pwf in a horrible hotel room in Kansai after flying for an indecent number of hours and struggling through Japanese customs at 2am, and it totally made my day :D

Continued to use unreasonable amounts of time finding internet points and saving your fic so I could use further unreasonable amounts of time reading it, and read Full Moons and Minor Keys, which is unjustly fabulous for being your first rps.

And now, at last, after 5 weeks of reading your amazing amazing work and wanting to madly comment all over it and not having internet, I have tumbled back into my home town of Brisbane, Australia, and have internet, and am here to rant and rave like a bouncing fangirl about how ridiculously much you are made of win. I wish I could write a more coherent, less rambling essay of praise, but I hope this gets across just a little bit of how wonderful I think you are :) Oh, and you've totally converted me to bandom, for which I definitely owe you, like, my first born child or something ;D

So thaaaaankyou for all the amazing fic, and for being at least one of the top 3 things about this year for me so far XD (hey, inauguration's a lot to compete with :P) Going to stop rambling and friend you now :D


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Date: 2009-02-07 12:31 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
i wish you could see how big i'm smiling right now, omg. \o/ that is the greatest story ever! i'm so flattered! it makes me so happy to see how much you enjoyed my stuff. comments like these are what keep me writing -- although i must admit, i've never had a comment quite like this one before. :D

thanks so much, and welcome to bandom!

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Date: 2009-02-07 02:50 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
Good :) Long comments are always fun ;D Epic fic should always get epic comments XD

Haha, thx muchly :D

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Date: 2009-03-31 11:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I'm getting in on the worshipping as of now. This journal kinda feels like home but better. So. Busy reading for the next three days, probably.

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Date: 2009-03-31 01:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
aww, that's so cool. thank you. <3

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Date: 2009-04-05 02:34 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
I've only been reading stories for quite a long time and have just now added you (and yes I did read your policies haha), but I also added you on twitter as well. keep being an amazing writer.

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Date: 2009-04-05 02:20 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
oh, thank you so much! glad to have you here. :D

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Date: 2009-04-05 03:08 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile]
i've only been reading YOUR* stories is def what I meant haha. I didn't even catch that.


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