behindthec: (rywalk)
thanks for your kind words on 4; i hate the chapter a lot less now. <3 oh, and this is overdue: welcome, to the new peeps who have friended me over the last few months. glad to have you! sorry i can't friend back at this point; my flist is overwhelming as it is, now that i've actually started reading it.  but i rarely, rarely lock posts, so you're not missing anything.  also, any remaining lurkers (i know there's still a bucket of you, you can't hide :P), feel free to come out at any time.  i don't bite.  (unless you like that sort of thing, in which case all you have to say is how hard. ;)

the event went well at work; raised more $ than we'd expected. \o/  i ♥ my job. and i never, ever take for granted how valuable it is that i can say that, that i can love what i do, even if it's not prestigious or lucrative. it's such a blessing, in the rest of my life's chaos. and even to feel so valued at work, to feel job security in this day and age... i'm so lucky, and grateful.

watched the simpsons (#12 of this season i think; the eviction ep) on hulu with keri in bed this morning while pete knocked coffee beans off the dresser (don't ask) and ate them. fuckin' hilarious. i love that show like breathing. best way to spend a saturday morning. i'll seriously cry a motherfuckin' river when it ever goes off the air. (and hey, [livejournal.com profile] stereotypeloser, apparently i haven't seen every ep! LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AGAIN! \o/ hey come visit me, we'll have a simpsons marathon just like in chapter 4. ;)

goin' for brunch at my parents' now, and my dad's gonna help me set up my 401k. WHEN DID I GET THIS OLD AND BORING.

so, purpose for this post, PROMPT ME! )

behindthec: (pancakes!)
i just realized i posted two fics in a row with the word "dreams" in the title.  despite the fact that i really love both titles and they are both respectively fitting, i feel like such a loser.

and OH MY GOD, SORRY THERE WERE NO PWF PANTIES, JESUS.  just, they got lost in the crash, okay?  and washed up on shore after they left.  somewhere on the island, one of those oreo-monkeys is looking very, very pretty.

sigh.  i miss pwf.

it's interesting... like, i respect all of your opinions, those few who felt the need to explain why they chose the dnw option.  but like, it confuses me.  these boys have been wearing make-up and girls' clothing for years; why do undergarments squick you so?  discuss.  speaking of controversial discussions, i've talked with several people lately how much i/we hate genderswap.  again, i respect everyone's prefs, but damn, some things i just don't get.  lol.  i could write a whole post on why my opinion is what it is, so don't get me started unless you want me to. XD

i am very disappointed that more people did not choose artichokes.  don't you want to see brendon (or ryan) slooooowly peeling off the leaves one evening at dinner, dipping them in melted butter, sliding them between their lips to bite off the meat (AHEM), and then maybe a little droplet of butter would bead at their lip, and the other would obviously have to lean forward and lick it off...

you all fail. :P

the pete/ryan is done, motherfuckers!  editing today, posting... prolly tomorrow.  thursday is a good day to post.  people always complain when i post early in the week b/c they don't have time to read.  see how awesome and accommodating i am?  and you know what this means.  now i can start pccf.

here, have a prompt.  don't overlook brendon gawking in the background.  and spencer is clearly trying to ignore his own boner all of this.

behindthec: (rywalk)
Title: Behind These Dreams [4/4]
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Ryan/Jon
Word Count: ~25,800 (total)
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Maybe that's exactly what Jon wanted, to give all the control to Ryan just to make him realize how much he wants to be stripped of it.
Notes: Who doesn't want Saturday morning smut? Previous parts linked under the cut.

Jon's apartment is the same, but it isn't what Ryan remembers. )

behindthec: (rywalk)
Title: Behind These Dreams [3/4]
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Ryan/Jon
Word Count: ~25,800 (total)
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Maybe that's exactly what Jon wanted, to give all the control to Ryan just to make him realize how much he wants to be stripped of it.
Notes: Part 3 featuring one (1) Tomrad! Previous parts linked under the cut.

Ryan wakes up naked and alone. It's like the middle of a bad horror movie with too many shitty sequels. )


behindthec: (rywalk)
Title: Behind These Dreams [2/4]
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Ryan/Jon
Word Count: ~25,800 (total)
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Maybe that's exactly what Jon wanted, to give all the control to Ryan just to make him realize how much he wants to be stripped of it.
Notes: Here, have some Monday morning porn. ;)  First part here.

An over-warm weight with a racing heartbeat rests atop Ryan's chest when he wakes. )

behindthec: (rywalk)
Title: Behind These Dreams [1/4]
Author: [livejournal.com profile] lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairings: Ryan/Jon
Word Count: ~25,800 (total)
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Maybe that's exactly what Jon wanted, to give all the control to Ryan just to make him realize how much he wants to be stripped of it.
Dedication: [livejournal.com profile] falling_words  for the original prompt; [livejournal.com profile] livinglifeloud  (lolz, my dick) for so many things; [livejournal.com profile] moku_youbi  for making me feel warm and sunny every time I see your name in my inbox.
Notes: This is a story about not having all the answers, not being sure if you ever will, and learning to be okay with that. Wrote the first half last summer so it's set around then; it started as a drabble, but turned epic and became one of my favorite things I've ever written. And yes, I stole a PWF flashback from this; deal. :P

The dreams start that night. )

behindthec: (tomrad)
write them. )

my fingers hurt so i probably won't be able to respond to comments today (you know the drill; i'll read them and smile big), but i just HAVE to tell you about my ryden dream last night. my dreamz, let me show you them. )

ouch.  that was almost not worth my fingers.  anyway.  rywalk is almost done. i never heard back from the big bang peeps so, fuck it, i'm just gonna start posting when it's done. it's now in 4 parts, not 3; i'll probably post two a week.  also, thanks again to those who texted me porn the other night while i was stuck in traffic (this is why you should follow my twitter :P); [livejournal.com profile] ryden_fan  is now writing a whole jon/tom popsicle!porn from it!  HUZZAH!

happy almost-friday!

behindthec: (tomrad)
so like, whoa, my rywalk is almost done.  i really want to submit it for bandom big bang, just 'cause it'd be fun to say i've done it, but idk if my recycled flashback would disqualify me (you can't have posted any part of the story before); that one i used in PWF.  i left a comment asking the mods, so we'll see.

i sure hope teasers don't count as "posting" either because, here, have a teaser.  lolz.

"C'mere," Jon breathes before seducing a long, deep drag from the joint and leaning in toward Ryan, and Ryan tells himself it's the drug that makes it feel magnetic, like he's not even moving himself; but it's the two syllables, low and ragged from Jon's lips, that pull him in, and he wonders what other words Jon could say that would pull him in, further and further until he's inside and can't imagine wanting out.

last night i wrote the scene where they go to an empires show and i couldn't recall ever seeing tom be an actual person, like, on video, with a voice; so i spent the evening on the empires site/myspace and then youtubed some interviews, and can i just say, THEIR PRECIOUS LITTLE MIDWESTERN ACCENTS ARE PRECIOUS, THE END.  (becca is trying to convince me she sent me that interview ages ago; i have no recollection of this.)  i knew i was writing tom more... animated than he prolly is, but i'm just going to assume he's less painfully shy when he's durnk and around jon. ;)

in other news, [profile] livinglifeloud just managed to work my classic scrapped line ("come on, my ass isn't gonna fuck itself!") into the italy!fic she's writing for me, so there, you guys will have it after all.  \o/

behindthec: (bilvy)
from what i remember, i think a few of you are going to be at bilvy's show in atlanta on saturday. \o/ i've never met anyone from bandom IRL, so it'd be awesome if anyone wanted to meet or hang out. i'll probably be in standard concert attire: phantom planet hoodie with my mikey fuckin way shirt underneath, lulz. come say hi if you want!

now that pwf is over, i'm going to be getting back to the rywalk i started last summer. premise: ryan breaks up with keltie for independent reasons and goes to drown his sorrows with jon in chi-town. it'll be posted in 3 parts. here, have a snippet.  drunk ryan and jon are amazing.  and by amazing i mean stupid.

Know how I know you're gay? )

behindthec: (ryden)
trust me, do this and you'll make becca and me so happy, so stupidly, giddily happy for the rest of our natural lives.  i'll explain later, but ANYONE WITH PHOTOSHOP/EDITING SKILLZ ([livejournal.com profile] bunniesontoast? XD), could you please, please photoshop a bonnet onto ryan in this photo?

http://www.patdonline.com/gallery/albums/543/009.jpg

this is the sort of bonnet i had in mind; if you can use it, cool, or feel free to use anything else.  just something flowery and pioneer-ish.

we'll love you forever, really.  if you're really bored and want to throw a dress on him as well, i'll totally come to your house and give you blowjobs.
 
<3


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