Back To The Place (1/8)

Title: Back To The Place [1/8]
Author: lolab 
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Dedication: livinglifeloud, for letting me throw this at her piece by piece, for actually telling me when a line sucked, and for helping me with the most obstinate passage I've ever attempted to write. She has earned my firstborn, or something. Also, minus_four, because today is her birthday. :D Go give her orgasms love.
Summary: Maybe that's what makes life interesting, the collision of endless questions and answers, and those precious moments of triumph when we can match the right ones together.  Once upon a time, Panic went to a cabin in the mountains to write an album they never made. One night there, something happened that Ryan tried to forget. Two years later, he still hasn't.
Notes: Please visit the master post. Also, the interview I reference is indeed real, but I can't remember where it's from.

( Some people say a single moment can change your life. Some people, but not Brendon. )