i dont. is. this weird copy of windows in a stoopid hotel computer is freaking me out because i can only imagine the face of whoever checks the pages visited by guests. srsly.

but anyway!

lol at spanking!bill and at the jonny!kiss, okay, just. awesome touch. seriously. and

"Don't fall in love with me."

Brendon almost laughs but for how goddamned serious Bill sounds. "I -- okay, no."

"I mean it."

"Dude, I. I'm in love with Ryan."

that is so awesome, dude. i can totally see it happening and how william is not trying to be all powerplay and whatnot, he wants brendon to want it.

(i was kinda distracted by the totally hot family sitting a few tables away from me, though. its like, three totally hot and smexy siblings and their mother and, she should be proud, okay. THEY DISTRACTED ME FROM BRENDONY KINKS, THAT'S HOW HOT THEY ARE, OKAY?)

adfhjsdhfjdshfjk. i can't even bring myself to be poetic and deep at the moment.

LA timezone is fucking me up. slash is the cure though, i tell you. im rambling now.

the fat man that was sitting next to me left just as i started reading this one, os i was able to minimally express myself. okay.

nnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnngh.