you don't have to respond to this lol. but i just read this again. LOL FAIL. but i had to because it was so good and guess the fuck what? it's AMAZING how much i missed the first time. how much i didn't even comprehend because i was so fucking blown away and, well, maybe just a little excited lol. but jeez. wow. i mean...the facial. SERIOUSLY. SO. HOT. and i thought it was hot when i read it, yeah, but i seriously almost came on the spot when i was reading it just now. and and and and then this line..."and Brendon can't even let himself think what would happen if he hadn't managed it, because Ryan trusted him enough to know he would." that last little part. fuck. i don't even know but that fucked with my subconsious a whole hell of a lot just now, because i actually gasped when i read it. weird? idk. kay gonna go open presents now ily bye!!!! :PPPP <333333
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Date: 2008-12-25 02:42 pm (UTC)but i just read this again. LOL FAIL.
but i had to because it was so good and guess the fuck what? it's AMAZING how much i missed the first time. how much i didn't even comprehend because i was so fucking blown away and, well, maybe just a little excited lol. but jeez. wow.
i mean...the facial. SERIOUSLY. SO. HOT. and i thought it was hot when i read it, yeah, but i seriously almost came on the spot when i was reading it just now.
and and and and then this line..."and Brendon can't even let himself think what would happen if he hadn't managed it, because Ryan trusted him enough to know he would."
that last little part. fuck. i don't even know but that fucked with my subconsious a whole hell of a lot just now, because i actually gasped when i read it. weird? idk.
kay gonna go open presents now ily bye!!!! :PPPP <333333