i am at a huge loss for words but i rape them anyway.

uh, you won four internets.

this was epic and there were sharp spiky bits of emotion that made my heart stop and fluff to rot my teeth out and ryan's entire thought process, which clicked with me so well it's just fkjdshfkajsdf.

i mean, with the underwear, i just kinda got it. i don't know if it was supposed to be funny or serious but whatever it is it just worked for me.

this fic is just > everything else, alright?