it will be bden who goes blind, yeah... just a freak accident during soundcheck (indirectly/unintentionally ryan's "fault," so ryan will angst over his guilt foreverrrrr). and i'll definitely write it; it'll probably be my next project after aidsfic. RYAN'S HANDS INDEED!!!!!!!! I HADN'T EVEN THOUGHT OF THAT SPECIFICALLY. GUHHHHHHHHH. \o/

aidsfic will probably break us all. i'm not positive i'm going to do it, but if i do, it'll be a slow process, b/c it'll take a lot out of me and readers both.

<3 thanks so much, bb.