You've just summarized everything I've ever wanted to say about these boys, Ryan and Brendon in particular. Like, I'm seriously speechless right now. I know I wear my Ryden tinhat proudly, but reading things like this makes me want to take it off and give them a moment of silence or something. It's so, so heartbreaking to see it all in perspective, especially yours because it's so close to mine.
Seriously, I would ship all of Panic together because they're all embarrassingly, adorably gay for each other, but my god, if Ryan and Brendon didn't have something at one point I really need to learn to read people better because like you said, it's painfully obvious. The growing popularity of the band was a shift for them, and then Keltie was a shift and then not having Keltie was a shift. Right now I think we're just waiting for the next one. (I've realized I can't just leave you a comment; I write you novels each time I reply to your posts. Heh. Sorry?) God, I could talk about this with you forever because as fucking lame as it sounds trying to "force" a relationship upon them, I sometimes feel like you're one of the few people that can look past how beautiful they are and see that they're hurting for each other sometimes :(
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You've just summarized everything I've ever wanted to say about these boys, Ryan and Brendon in particular. Like, I'm seriously speechless right now. I know I wear my Ryden tinhat proudly, but reading things like this makes me want to take it off and give them a moment of silence or something. It's so, so heartbreaking to see it all in perspective, especially yours because it's so close to mine.
Seriously, I would ship all of Panic together because they're all embarrassingly, adorably gay for each other, but my god, if Ryan and Brendon didn't have something at one point I really need to learn to read people better because like you said, it's painfully obvious. The growing popularity of the band was a shift for them, and then Keltie was a shift and then not having Keltie was a shift. Right now I think we're just waiting for the next one. (I've realized I can't just leave you a comment; I write you novels each time I reply to your posts. Heh. Sorry?) God, I could talk about this with you forever because as fucking lame as it sounds trying to "force" a relationship upon them, I sometimes feel like you're one of the few people that can look past how beautiful they are and see that they're hurting for each other sometimes :(
/rant
CHAPTARRR SEVUNN! OM NOM.
can't wait, bb :)
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