awww, thanks, bb. i am the same, i wish my online friends were all around me, all the time. i'd just collect them here at my desk at work and never get anything done. :D

yeah. friendships can never be forced; i guess that's why it's hard. i'm not in any situations at this point in my life where i just... randomly meet people, where friendships could just... blossom, naturally. so i feel like the only way is to go out and seek it. it's confusing.

but thanks. i appreciate it. *hugs!*