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Colin ([personal profile] behindthec) wrote2009-04-14 09:16 am

who needs love when there's southern comfort.

i find it interesting, retroactively, that in chapter 7 when ryan says "pianissimo" sounds like it would mean "i love you" or "i trust you"... that's not just colin searching for a way to make the scene meaningful. (...i suppose it was, at the time, but that's neither here nor there.) i realize that the reason i even thought of that is because italian (all musical terms are italian) comes from latin, and in latin, the first-person present tense verb almost always ends in "o". for instance, "ambulo" means "i walk." if ryan knew anything about latin (which he does in pccf canon, because, HOT), his mind would automatically (or subconsciously, like mine) make that association, that "pianissimo" sounds like it means, "i [something]." like, perhaps, "i trust."

that flashback just earned so many cool points for me. XD

[livejournal.com profile] redorchids and i are working hard to bring you chapter 8. she signed on for another sex scene, a really angsty one, and it's kind of breathtaking. (she stole a snippet from pwf as a dream sequence, so when you see it, don't think Colin's Ego OMG, 'cause it wasn't my idea. ;) i do love how it weaves into the scene, though.) we are also working on a pccf "director's cut" filled with random snippets/AU scenes she's written for the fic, and also a VIDEO, more like a trailer for the fic, which will come after it's finished. so, so fucking excited for that. she made this one for her bbb (peterick/CSI AU) and it's awesome.

here, have a teaser. this one's hers, and just, ngh.

They lie there, breathing together, hiding from the world while their bodies cool and the sounds from outside start to filter back in through the open window. Brendon figures he should pull out, roll away, be angry with Ryan for pushing him into this or with himself for nodding along—cry, yell—something; anything other than just curling himself tighter around the body next to him and burying his face against the dark hair. It doesn't make sense for him to cling to Ryan—not when it's Ryan that's making him break—but thinking of letting go is worse, so Brendon clings. His body starts to shake, so he squeezes harder, the emotional equivalent of trying to swim in quicksand and probably just as futile, but it's what he's got, so he'll take it. And when he closes his eyes and breathes in the smell of Ryan—of them, and this, skin mingling together—then at least he knows that it wasn't all a dream.

[identity profile] kaytvengeance.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Oh Christ. Please tell me the whole chapter isn't going to be like that snippet or I shall be a blubbing mess the whole way through. Just that snippet almost set me off (is a sap).

I hate when fics get to this point. Well I don't, but I do. You know when it's almost the end, and you're dying to know what happens but at the same time, you don't want it to finish. But I am still stupidly excited to see if you fix it (if you don't, I'm sure the hoardes will track you down somehow lol)

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
I WILL FIX IT. it's angsty for awhile, but i promise i fix. :)

[identity profile] gothicduckie6.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I hate when Brendon gets sad. and I hate it even more when it's because of Ryan.

oh, and btw, shirtless!Ryan = win. seriouslyyyyyyyyy
I sat here with food halfway to my mouth for about five minutes just staring at the picture.
-goes back to look at it-

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:37 pm (UTC)(link)
me too. :/

DUDE I KNOW. *GOES BACK TO LOOK ALSO*

UNFFFFFFFFF.

he has a really freakishly nice chest. god.

[identity profile] gothicduckie6.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:39 pm (UTC)(link)
ahhhhh, I totally went and looked.
AND SERIOUSLY!
his hair! and Jon's! omgggggggg
this made my day. six in the morning and my day has been MADE.
and yes, he does. fuck, I think the all do.
teehee.

[identity profile] selectivelyurie.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:45 pm (UTC)(link)
pianissimo! <3333

also just. that snippet :( it's so good yet so sad and i dnw bb brendon to be sad anymore! and her video: ajsdif8op;lkasdjasid;j omg i am making epic grabby hands for a pccf one ♥_♥ and a director's cut? *flails and dies*

but you has to fix brendon first, okies? :(

&you;

[identity profile] miarae.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:47 pm (UTC)(link)
That is one awesome teaser. And omfg video \o/ I am gonna ♥ that so much.

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
\o/

it really is good. the scene it's from is AMAZING. and i can say that b/c i didn't write it. :D I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE VIDEO OMG.

i fix, no worries!

&you too;

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 01:52 pm (UTC)(link)
yeah, the scene she wrote is incredible.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE VID. :D

[identity profile] selectivelyurie.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:03 pm (UTC)(link)
like, omg i'm still watching that video (again b/c it's like OMG!) and it's so pretty and lovely and i will flail all day today. and i saw a gif of brendon and ryan petting each other yesterday and i just about died O_O

yes, fixies and then lots of boy love and happiness and joy because i'm going to need something to sustain me before we all take the plunge into aidsfic when you start writing it D:

~lol at me but~
i'm transferring our comment convo from your last post here to tell you that i live in texas, around dallas and that we are most def. getting that cabin and having epic, epic times \o/!!

[identity profile] bunniesontoast.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:27 pm (UTC)(link)
lol a video? you are a lucky boy. XP

and GUH. ANGST. unf.

[identity profile] alphabetatoast.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:31 pm (UTC)(link)
So frikkin excited for that video, and all the bonus material. \0/
Gonna be so so good.

if Ryan knew anything about Latin (which he does in pccf canon, because, HOT)
He would he would he would! So hot. I love the way your mind words. latin students ftmfw! ItalyFic, yes. XD
ICU Latin!Ryan! (Currently convincing Sara to write Classics!professor!Ryan AU. *nods*)

the emotional equivalent of trying to swim in quicksand and probably just as futile

I... just.... is.... dead.
FIX THIS.

If the whole chapter is as good as that (of course it will be), then wow. What an ending.

PLUS, Half-derobed Ryan on twitter? MADE OF COMPLETE WIN.
His hair like that, om nom fucking nom.

[identity profile] kaytvengeance.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
Good, I wouldn't want to have to hurt you ;)

[identity profile] panicobracademy.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:35 pm (UTC)(link)
ooooh that teaser is GORGEOUS.
it made me heart clench <3

[identity profile] stereotypeloser.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow, I so needed this to cheer me up for at least a few seconds. Love it already.

[identity profile] panicobracademy.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:36 pm (UTC)(link)
WHAT SHIRTLESS RYAN?!
WHEREEE?!

[identity profile] panicobracademy.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 02:49 pm (UTC)(link)
OHH found it now. twitter.

now,
i would be ogling at his chest
but..i got all giddy with hopes that ryan and bden had made up
and then. this picture.
brendon looks so terribly pissed, angsty, and just...broken
i hate it.
why can't they just FIX THINGS??
ugghhhh.
D:

[identity profile] guilt-lines.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:24 pm (UTC)(link)
INDULGENT!AUS FTMFW.

Ryan totally ~would know latin lol.

And lovely teaser.



ps. look at my icon. why does pete have to be evil? meep

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
I LIVE FOR ANGST.

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
me tooooooooooo, omg.

i kind of want a fic about ryan as a latin professor. AND THEN I JUST READ WHAT YOU WROTE ABOUT CLASSICSPROF!RYAN. YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS. UNF. anythingprofessor!ryan is fucking hot.

i will fix it, no worries.

half-derobed ryan made my day. jfc. he has such lovely skin. i want to lick it and bite it until he's a whimpering, writhing mess beneath me. *leers at him predatorily*

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:35 pm (UTC)(link)
i knowwwwwwww the whole scene is like that, a;lskvjpoaw3ir.

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
YAY!

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 03:36 pm (UTC)(link)
FUCK YES. going to post our IM convo later i think lol. need people to tell me to either write it or not write it. :P

WELL HOW IS JON EVIL EITHER?! :PPP at least pete has badass tattoos. XD

[identity profile] gingerrstar.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
i look so forward to this.

&hearts

[identity profile] lolab.livejournal.com 2009-04-14 04:07 pm (UTC)(link)
\o/ :D

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