Not because of weirdness, just from a traumatised Ryan point of view. I guess I mean, like...if he's being raped one night, how do we make him want comfort sex (or comfort making out) the next? We just have to get the first time working though, it'll go from there...maybe it's like...hm...(*doing best to suppress make-Ryan-cold-and-broken impulse* :P)...maybe Spencer's all I'm going to find a way to save you and Ryan's sort of in his final stages of breaking, he's a complete wreck, and he's sort of going what does it matter, what would I do, who would even care...etc...and Spencer's comforting him or whatever, totally non-sexually, but he's Idk, trying to hug him or just like touching his arm or something and Ryan's like -eyebrow raise- (lmao) and Spencer sort of springs back half way across the room and is all no no I uh and Ryan goes see, even you're disgusted by me sort of thing. And Spencer swears he's not, but Ryan won't believe him...and finally Spencer kisses him, and then is like omg fuck I'm sorry but Ryan just sort of quietly says 'don't.' and it's all quiet for a minute, before Ryan mumurs "it's a long time since anyone's kissed me, anyway. Especially like that."

And as Ryan thinks about it, he clings to it, something different to all the pain, something in which he still has just a little power, and he falls into it that way, as a last shred of normal, a silent promise between them that Ryan can still be normal, maybe, that if they can just get him out then maybe, maybe it's not too late.

(But, of course...and so on.)

Does that work better?