Colin

Title: Wish I Didn't (I Don't) [1/1]
Author: lolab 
Pairing: Pete/Ryan
Rating: PG-13
Words: 5,010
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Underneath it, he's the same scared kid who just wanted to escape. Only difference is location: then, it was Vegas. Now it's just his head.
Dedication: drunknballerina  for the lovely prompt.
Notes: This is possibly the most canonically based thing I've ever written. That said, writing in Pete's head is an utterly exhausting challenge; I hope I did him justice. Thanks again to everyone who prompted, and to falling_words  for the line; she'll know which one.

( It's not what he was expecting. Then again, neither was Ryan. )

loveable, talented, an amazing writer, a brilliant entrepreneur, and perhaps the only true emo left. <3  we love you so hard, bb.  even falling_words, who tries so hard to pretend she doesn't.  (you should've seen how distraught she was when your blog went down for two days.)


anyway we love you SO MUCH SO THAT KERI GOT ME A KITTEN LAST NIGHT (OMFG YES, YES WE DID, OMFG), AND I NAMED HIM AFTER YOU.


he honors his namesake so well; he's emo and co-dependent; he'll cry until you hold him.

i love my kitten so hard.  he is perfect. <3

in other news, two of the greatest fics i have read in some time, both in COMPLETELY DIFFERENT WAYS.

- GLORIOUS DRUNKEN GSF

- brendon turns intoa  koala.  no rly.

and in a class all its own...

- best of all, this.  she indulges me so well it makes my heart physically ache sometimes.  jesus christ, this is beautiful.  ily, bb.

and as promised, tomorrow or saturday i will be posting the companion piece to this, which is brendon giving a lapdance in black underwear.  that's right.  yeah.  i know.  i know.

happy thursday, everyone.