epilogue videoteaser.

[behindthec]

this is the worst i think i have ever allowed myself to look on camera. oh well. hangovers ftw.

i also discuss last night's drunken video that i refuse to share, as well as the perils of soft drinks.

Comments

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

i'm just going to point out that having people read to me is basically my favourite thing, especially when they read well. i dunno, maybe i'm just weird, but reading is sexy.

can i please, please see that video.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

HA. HAHA. OMG DUDE, i should do like, a weekly AUDIOBOOK BLOG FOR PWF. AAAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAH. god, my BRAIN.

i might send it to you privately IF i get some more of me/panic. XD

[callie-the-bear.livejournal.com]

haha i will so be like that in ther morning but im on the drunken stage right nowwhich is fun but you need to know that coke is a huuuge dyhydrater type drink. Drink water or that ion replacing stuff that yur supposed to drink after sex or somthing. Lucozade. Do you have that in america land?
Its gross. But it relaces your ions. I dont know what they are, but they sound sciencey and important.
You should so write a book and everyone would totally buy it. Id buy it because you are awsome incarnate and someone is puking in my bath so im going to give them lucozade.
xxx

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahaha. oh i know. i had plenty of water; the coke was for the carbonation, to make me less nauseous. ;) i don't think i've heard of that... interesting.

LOL! i wrote pwf, that's enough of a book. ;)

[sarah-snazzy.livejournal.com]

i`m going to be a creeper here, but i didn`t think your voice would sound like that. or maybe it`s because cameras do that to people`s voice. for example, mine accentuates my lisp.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

LOL sorry to disappoint; my voice is utterly unsexy. :P

[thewayudoitt.livejournal.com]

so that just totally made my week.
:D
idk why.
it just did.
made me smile. I agree with the coke thing.
wtf is cockdocking or whatever you said? o.O

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YAY! :D

oh god, don't make me explain. look it up. lol

[kayxluvsxcoffee.livejournal.com]

DUDE the way your mess with your bangs reminds me of my best friend. Who I happen to be fighting with atm... but that's beside the point. We bicker constantly, so it's really no biggie. You kind of sort of talk like him too... but I could be totally wrong about that because the person above me is totally right, cameras do strange things to people's voices.

Anywho, just wanted to let you know that I am working on that bb!spyro fic we were talking about. I'm just swamped with studying and shit for finals, so it's going slowly. Doesn't help that it's turning into a long ass one-shot instead of being short like I originally planned.

That aside, here's a little teaser for you (unbetaed and unedited, so it probably has typos. It also may or may not make the final cut into the story, I'm probably going to have to shorten this thing when I'm done with it cuz the way this is going it's gonna be way too damn long.)

I caught a glimpse of Ryan and Brent getting their picture taken with Leslie in between them. I shuddered internally. Leslie is Brent’s whore who he fucks right under Ryan’s nose best friend. It dawned on me that I should be in that picture, that maybe if I wasn’t sulking I could at least have had a picture of me and Ryan on our prom night. (I would tear the half with Brent and Leslie on it off and burn it.) But no, I had to be emo and run off to the nearest corner. Great job, Smith. Brilliant, really.

As Leslie walked off to talk to her fellow sluts other friends, I watched in horror as Brent whispered something in Ryan’s ear, to which Ryan giggled and captured his lips passionately. It wasn’t the kiss itself that broke me; it was that on top of everything else. It was the final, resounding reminder of everything I didn’t have on this night when everything was supposed to finally be working out for me.

I couldn’t stand here watching this anymore, it hurt too much. (As fucking cliche as that sounds, it's the truth.) I turned, threw my punch cup away, and walked out the door; determined to spend the rest of the night sitting under a tree outside.

:) Like? Not Like?

Imma put off studying for a bit to try to get some more done on it. I should have tons of time next weekend if nothing else, so hopefully it will at least be done by then. Or not. I really fail at setting deadlines for myself XD

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahaah, oh god, i hate my voice so hard.

SO EXCITED FOR BB!SPYRO!!!!! fail, finals. fail. i am all about long ass one-shots, so, write away. :)

OMG. YES. I LIKE. JEALOUS!SPENCER IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITE THINGS IN THE WHOLE WORLD. ILYYYYYY!

[tanisafan.livejournal.com]

Video blog! Video blogs are my favorite, okay? Alone with podfic. Sorry you were all hungover, and too tragically sober to post your drunken video. Don't tease like that, Colin, seriously. It's just being cruel for no reason :p.

Ryan's stupid turtleneck is not stupid. Not even when soaked in his and Pete's emo tears (oh, they were totes crying, we all know it).

Now write your goddamn epilogue so I can read your story. For real :p.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D yeah srsly dude, what is this podfic phenomenon now?? i can't even imagine if someone read something i'd written. idk if i'd be mortified or flattered. haha.

HAHAHAAH THEY WERE SO CRYING. PETE WIPED HIS EMO TEARS ON THE TURTLENECK. and then it was all wet so ryan had to take it off and pete started absently, subtly, stroking little circles into ryan's side with his thumb, until ryan finally turned, tear-stained cheeks and all, and caught pete's lips... I MEAN WHAT.

i'll write it soon. :P too lazy nao.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

my voice is dorky. and not in that sexydorky brendon way. :P

JEALOUSSPENCER. *creams self*

mmmmmmm coffee.

mmm.

[i-am-tre.livejournal.com]

havet watched it yet, but i have to say, you should so do an audiobook XD release two or three chapters a week or something

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahaha oh god, no way. i hate my voice. someone else would have to volunteer for it.

[tailover5.livejournal.com]

lol coca-cola is like the only thing i ever drink xD
i hate pepsi products.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahah i hate pepsi too. so gross.

[piper47.livejournal.com]

I love when you video blog. It makes me happy.

I also haven't slept in 30 hours so I feel like I'm drunk, or something, I'm very loopy.

ily bb!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D i am glad, bb.

go to sleep. <3

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

i am bored.
amuse me in some way or another.
lol. ily <3

[lolab.livejournal.com]

not so much right now. i'm very emo. i threw a toaster and broke a spoon rest.

[minus-four.livejournal.com]

I'm so almost in the video. *Bden gleeface* I did have to listen a couple of times to figure out that you were saying 'fic' not 'dick'. yeah. idk. maybe I send you dick too :P

Waaaaant to see the drunken video. It sounds like the greatest video ever. Maybe if I were to get the drunken video I might make videoblogs and you can hear my (not!)Guy Ripley-esque accent ;)

Pyro ftwwww.

And I love your coke endorsement fail, and the smile lol.

I am thrilled indeed by that teaser :P

I was gonna say something else but it's three am. ~Typing is a challenge right now. soon there will be apostrophes everywhere.

anyway, <3

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:P want dick pls.

it's a pretty embarrassing vid. 2nw. but pls, pls make videoblog. want.

<3

[faerie-lullaby.livejournal.com]

Wow. What a thing to wake up to. Certainly made my night before I have to go to work.

Hopefully the epilogue will be up for my birthday, cause that would be sweet. *fingers crossed*

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D

[candiedpeaches.livejournal.com]

hai thar sexi.

[candiedpeaches.livejournal.com]

for some reason i found the need to urbandictionary.com 'cock dock' or whatever it's called.

very interesting...????????

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

ARE YOU SERIOUS? THAT'S YOU LOOKING BAD? WHAT A FREAKING JOKE, I LOOK LIKE I'M DEATH IN HUMAN FORM WHEN I LOOK BAD. FML.

i hate my glasses. i have some. i hate them. HATE them. HAAAAAAAAATTTTEEEEEEE them. they are crooked. they make my face look weird and disproportional. i tend to where them when i don't feel like trying and just allow myself to look crappy. once again; when i look bad, i look really fucking bad.

when i got my ears pierced, the lady told me that my ears&eyes were uneven. then she said, and i quote, "but don't worry! you've had your face your whole life, so i'm sure everyone's used to it!" NO FUCKING JOKE! FML!!!!!!!!!

so don't talk to me about looking bad. i is ~ugly. lol. for serious. blech :/

OMG HAY YOU TOTALLY READ OUT LOUD BECAUSE OF MEEEEEE, DIDN'T YOU?!?!? pshhh, you so did. like. pshhh. because i read out loud to you in my video for you. just admit it. i am choosing to believe this theory, because it makes me happy. idec if it's not true lol.

but HAY i thought you said hearing PWF read aloud makes you cringe??? I SAW NO CRINGING!!! +_+

I WANT THE VIDEO!!! PlEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAASEE?!?!?!? PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE?? BECAUSE I AM YOUR BEAR? AND YOUR ARE MY RYAN? AND WE ARE ~IN LURRRRVVVVVVEEE???

pwease?? :DD *bats eyelashes*

SUGAR. YUCK. DON'T EVEN SAY IT!!! i know how you feel because i totally just barfed because i had way too much sugar today. you know how i was all like "wow my head hurts" earlier? well...LOL i got home and...yeah, it was nasty. now my tummy hurts and i feel yucky. :/

oh well.

i want that video so bad i don't even know what to do with myself right now. +_+

like, idk. i need it HAHAHAHAHA. seriously.

HAY i like Dr. Pepper too! also, i like you. what a coincidence!! idk...those two comments made more sense and related to each other better in my head. *shrugs*

i'm hyper and feel gross. fml. seriously...like, what am i supposed to do with that combo??? LOL.

i'll go now. WANT VIDEO. byeee!!! :DDD

--bren <33

[lolab.livejournal.com]

oh you HUSH. you're beautiful, the end.

i guess i only cringe when other people read it? idk. i'm always convinced my writing is crap, even though i know pwf largely isn't.

i really don't want to post the vid; it's kind of humiliating and emasculating to me. when keri's drunk she forgets how much i hate being treated like a girl. i'd rather be raped up the ass than have someone play with my boobs and just REMIND ME THAT I HAVE THEM, CHRIST.

but that could also be because i like it up the ass, so.

sorry, sorry, i'm just, shit, i've had a really awful weekend.

ily bb. <3 and you having too much sugar just makes you even more brendony.

-your ryan

[panicobracademy.livejournal.com]

so first off, i love you

secondly, stfu. you never look bad. as i've said many times before, you are adorable

thirdly, i will honesttogod love you FOREVER if you have them go back to the island. ((not that i don't already love you forever no matter how you end the epilogue. well wait. no. if you kill them all off i might not love you forever. but i highly doubt that's what's going to happen))

fourthly, immabout to go look up cockdocking right now.
reaction:: OH BALHSHMAG I TOTALLY READ A FIC WHERE THAT HAPPENED! RYRO HAD FORESKIN AND BDEN WAS ALL 'lykeZOMGwtfisthat? can i TOUCH it?!' and then it was magically mega!stretchy so bden was all 'i insert penis into creepish foreskin nao!'
and then sexytiems ensued. the thing is, it just really kinda creeped me out. cuz foreskin just kinda creeps me out. couldn't really get into the sexytiems of it... :/

anndddd fifthly, for some reason your hair distracted me a LOT during this video. i kept finding myself examining your bands-adjustments. alot. it was distracting. or i'm just ADD...probably the latter. oh beeteedubs, you have delicate!ryro!fingers. they're just not quite as freakishly long
and i'm done rambling. yay! :)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

awww, bb, thank you. you are so sweet. :) ily 2.

mmmm, island. we'll see. i don't want them to die either, that would suck.

COCKDOCKING IS TOTALLY WEIRD, I AGREE. definitely not into the whole foreskin thing. soooo, so weird. i think i read that fic... or started to, then i was like um no dnw.

ahaha yeah i think i play with my hair as a nervous habit or whatever. my fingers are silly. they're skinny and delicate, but that's just girly. if they're going to be like that, they should be longer, like ryan's.

<3

[aspiring2be.livejournal.com]

Ah, hangovers. wonderful wonderful things >.<

[lolab.livejournal.com]

oh yes. ;)

[notyourshot.livejournal.com]

COLIN. YOU ARE AMUSING. PERIOD.

also, you made me hate you a little bit because you-re wearing a hood and, i'm not even kidding here, it's in fact completely and totally impossible for me to do so too. i have too much hair. seriously. and it's shoulder lenght, which makes it een more ridiculous.

...yeah.

on another note, yknow what would be awesome? suggesting your fic at bandom_podfic. how did i not htink of this before?!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

XD

oh god, i wish i had more hair. mine is thin and limp and useless. :/

HA. you're welcome to do it; i'm not going to. :P /shy.