you told me just to breathe, but you stole my breath

[behindthec]

so like, whoa, my rywalk is almost done.  i really want to submit it for bandom big bang, just 'cause it'd be fun to say i've done it, but idk if my recycled flashback would disqualify me (you can't have posted any part of the story before); that one i used in PWF.  i left a comment asking the mods, so we'll see.

i sure hope teasers don't count as "posting" either because, here, have a teaser.  lolz.

"C'mere," Jon breathes before seducing a long, deep drag from the joint and leaning in toward Ryan, and Ryan tells himself it's the drug that makes it feel magnetic, like he's not even moving himself; but it's the two syllables, low and ragged from Jon's lips, that pull him in, and he wonders what other words Jon could say that would pull him in, further and further until he's inside and can't imagine wanting out.

last night i wrote the scene where they go to an empires show and i couldn't recall ever seeing tom be an actual person, like, on video, with a voice; so i spent the evening on the empires site/myspace and then youtubed some interviews, and can i just say, THEIR PRECIOUS LITTLE MIDWESTERN ACCENTS ARE PRECIOUS, THE END.  (becca is trying to convince me she sent me that interview ages ago; i have no recollection of this.)  i knew i was writing tom more... animated than he prolly is, but i'm just going to assume he's less painfully shy when he's durnk and around jon. ;)

in other news, livinglifeloud just managed to work my classic scrapped line ("come on, my ass isn't gonna fuck itself!") into the italy!fic she's writing for me, so there, you guys will have it after all.  \o/

Comments

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

you're brilliant. and i love you.

i are writing. :)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D ily 2. and i love the fangirls icon.

YAY WRITING. WANT.

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

okay, now i KNOW that i sent you that before! argh.

ryan's arms. like. guh. I WANT TO LICK THEM SO BADLY.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

well apparently my brian no function no moar, b/c i have no recollection, and YES I KNOW RYAN'S AAAAAAAARMS OMFGGGGGGGGGGGGG. and the way he and sean just kind of smush into each other. ;alskerja;viojaw34.

fuck i need an empires icon.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

christ, i love jon. i think he's slowly (/not that slowly) becoming my favourite person ever. he's just. and. guh. i don't know what it is about him, really, but there's something. and he's amazing. and so is smoking others up/mouth to mouth if that's what they're doing. and sex when you're high. okay i'm done.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

jon really is awesome. it's kind of explosively canon.

YES THAT'S WHAT THEY'RE DOING, GUHHHHHHHH. shotgunning ftw, even if i'm not a fan of weed. lol

[panicobracademy.livejournal.com]

hm. so tbqh, i have this ridiculous love for tomrad, but pretty much ALL of that love comes from the tomrad i've read in fics.
and from live performances i've seen from when he was with tai
i'd never seen any actual videos of him speaking...ever. but awuhhh they're all so awkward and adorable
they seem very gleeful. like, they're not really used to this whole interveiwing/getting recognition thing.
guhhhhh dude with red shirt is a hawtie. and muscle shirt? nom.
i think i'd like empires' music a lot more if the singer's voice didn't bug me so much. :/

and ohmygod. your rywalk teaser is gorgeous. absolutely gorgeous. i'm so excited! and gajfslkdjfald please insert subtle tom.jon into the rywalk yesyes?? you cannot have them go to an empires show and not have any tom/jon.
your teaser is beautiful. i can tell this story will be magnificent. i'm excited! :)
ily. your writing is breathtaking.

[panicobracademy.livejournal.com]

oh and tomrad's voice is <333
as is the awkward dude with the glasses and crazy hair and the funny voice. hehehehe. <333


((i'm somewhat ashamed that i know basically nothing about empires.))

[lolab.livejournal.com]

yeah, that's how i was... then i saw the vid and i was all A;SEKLJAPFOJA3P!!!!!!!!!! SO PRECIOUS. SO AWKWARD. SO ADORABLE.

hot dude in red shirt is ryan luciani, their drummer.

there will definitely be a not so subtle jon/tom reference, no worries. ;) thank you bb. glad you're excited!

[thewayudoitt.livejournal.com]

awww, cute teaser.<3
RYWALK. WANT.

I noticed that I miss yer new writtings. a lot.
like, with PWF, I could just run here and be all "POSTPOSTPOST?!" but now I actually have to wait.
xD

augh. i misses yer writting.
I wrote like, a little over 4000 words yesterday.
I hope you're happy.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D rywalk soon. sooner if BBB rejects me. heh. *clings to flashback protectively*

yay! i am happy.

[panicobracademy.livejournal.com]

HEYO FIRST OFF I MISH YOU. SECONDLY HOLYSHITZO 4000 WORDS
ALKFJKLDSJFLKD.
ME WANT.
YOU SEND. NAO.
tis the spyro or the ryden?

oh and guess whatttt? i temporarily lost my phone for like 2 weeks and was all *sdflasjflkd NO PALOMA-TEXTAGE WHADDA I DO WITH MY LIFE??* but my friend found it in her car yesterday. so yay. :D

[sarah-snazzy.livejournal.com]

this is very OT but i don`t care because you`re one of the only people i know who would find this interesting/alarming: my brothers entire swim team came over to my house for a big dinner before a meet tomorrow, and since my other brother (woot middle child and only girl) just got rock band, they were playing it, and i walked into the kitchen to try to salvage some food, and they were playing nine in the afternoon on the drums, which surprised me quite a bit since my brother once called me emo for liking patd.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahahah awesome! i hope you made fun of him. XD

[thanku4thvenom.livejournal.com]

Just dropping in to say

O.O OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG

Tomrad. Empires <3

(lol it isn't often i get to use this brilliant icon XD)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YESSSSSSSS ICON!!!!!!! \o/

[notyourshot.livejournal.com]

i have recently decided to focus all of my fangirl love on phantom planet (yeah, i suck, i waited until they broke up) and empires. PANIC DOES NOT DESERVE IT, NOT AFTER LIVE IN CHICAGO.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

FANTASTIC. write me some ryan/alex or something. :D or jonrad, or seanrad, guh, i don't care, just, YAY!

[settykins108.livejournal.com]

i'm so excited! i can't wait! =]

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

okay, so, like. watching the interview again...i can't believe how i didn't see how smushed up ryan is to sean. and when he throws his arm over the back of the sofa...he totally wanted to touch him. plus, he keeps looking at the back of Sean's neck and then giggling to himself a little bit. lol. ICU luciani/vanvleet fucking.

and i'd also just like to point out how completely hot Al is. just saying.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

I KNOW RIGHT??? LOVEEEEEEEEEE.

only, it made me kinda antsy 'cause i'm a hardcore seanrad shipper in this band.

dude al is fucking gorgeous. he should be modeling. only, not, 'cause, i prefer him in the band. but. god, yeah. empires is one good lookin bunch o' boys.

[phillyfilly.livejournal.com]

Dude I've been all about Tom/Jon lately and never heard Tom's voice either, so thanks for sharing! Also I hope you don't mind, but I'm gonna friend you now so I get your updates handed to me on a PLATTER. Okay? Bye!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

yayyyy. isn't he just precious? all shy and serious. i just want to eat him up.

sounds good!

[notyourshot.livejournal.com]

so i'm bored. have a kitty!fic teaser.

"Ryan becomes best friends with Spencer over a cookie.

They're in Ryan's backyard (like they are most of the time, anyway. Spencer has been focusing on using his ninja ways on Ryan to get him to go with him to the arcade one of these days) and Spencer just squished himself through the fence signaling the limits of their kingdom, gushing about this new brand of cookies his mom bought and Ryan, you have to try them and come on, I was waiting for you and because I know you're a whimp and wouldn't try them if I didn't force you to."

i write your alex/ryan if you guess which cookies im talking about.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

THAT IS SO UNFAIR. THERE ARE SO MANY INCREDIBLE COOKIES OUT THERE, HOW AM I TO KNOW???? I HAVE NO IDEA. :'(

you'd better fuckin write me rolex anyway. :P