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behindthec) wrote2009-03-09 11:17 am
behindthec) wrote2009-03-09 11:17 am
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sperm: it flies.
re: the last post: dear lord. you guys, that made my WEEK. i think ![[livejournal.com profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/external/lj-userinfo.gif)
justhush said it best via twitter: "i didn't know i needed bad spyro porn in my life until THIS MOMENT." word. on the other hand, i think you all ruined ryan/spencer for me forever.
now, on the other end of the spectrum: please link me to the hottest, most beautifully written ryden porn you've ever read. and preferably, if it's long, copy/paste your favourite paragraph or two.
on a totally unrelated note, i've come to realize that what i wrote a couple posts ago about my old writing being "mediocre" may have offended some people. and for that, i am truly sorry. i didn't mean anything by it, other than my writing has changed so much since that time, and i'd rather just look forward and keep improving rather than writing a sequel to something that really doesn't accurately reflect me as a writer anymore. i didn't mean it to sound egotistical or snooty, but it probably did. i realize we are all different levels here as writers, always evolving, and we're all working to improve constantly, so i guess let's just stay focused on that. i certainly did not mean to make anyone feel bad about their current level. i'm sorry. :/ maybe someday i'll look back at my writing now and think, "ew, wtf." sometimes on here my ego gets carried away, since so many of you tell me in varying ways every day how awesome i am, if we're being honest. so hey, WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME I SUCK NOW AND THEN, HUH? :P go on, this should totally be a Colin Sucks post. say something you don't like about me! (just be polite; i'm being vulnerable here and, contrary to appearances, my ego is actually quite fragile.)
orrrrr... you can just write more badfic so we can all laugh till we cry again. :D
and finally, that person's IP address is in los fucking angeles. where is ryan living again?? i have never, ever had so many anonymous comments on a story as i have on this one. this is getting so, so weird. i didn't really know how to answer their comment, either; i mean, i thought the fic itself kind of explained it the way i saw it. *shrug*
someone needs to start a list of "Evidence Ryan Is Stalking Colin"; i'm losing track. now it's less funny, more creepy.
justhush said it best via twitter: "i didn't know i needed bad spyro porn in my life until THIS MOMENT." word. on the other hand, i think you all ruined ryan/spencer for me forever.now, on the other end of the spectrum: please link me to the hottest, most beautifully written ryden porn you've ever read. and preferably, if it's long, copy/paste your favourite paragraph or two.
on a totally unrelated note, i've come to realize that what i wrote a couple posts ago about my old writing being "mediocre" may have offended some people. and for that, i am truly sorry. i didn't mean anything by it, other than my writing has changed so much since that time, and i'd rather just look forward and keep improving rather than writing a sequel to something that really doesn't accurately reflect me as a writer anymore. i didn't mean it to sound egotistical or snooty, but it probably did. i realize we are all different levels here as writers, always evolving, and we're all working to improve constantly, so i guess let's just stay focused on that. i certainly did not mean to make anyone feel bad about their current level. i'm sorry. :/ maybe someday i'll look back at my writing now and think, "ew, wtf." sometimes on here my ego gets carried away, since so many of you tell me in varying ways every day how awesome i am, if we're being honest. so hey, WHY DON'T YOU TELL ME I SUCK NOW AND THEN, HUH? :P go on, this should totally be a Colin Sucks post. say something you don't like about me! (just be polite; i'm being vulnerable here and, contrary to appearances, my ego is actually quite fragile.)
orrrrr... you can just write more badfic so we can all laugh till we cry again. :D
and finally, that person's IP address is in los fucking angeles. where is ryan living again?? i have never, ever had so many anonymous comments on a story as i have on this one. this is getting so, so weird. i didn't really know how to answer their comment, either; i mean, i thought the fic itself kind of explained it the way i saw it. *shrug*
someone needs to start a list of "Evidence Ryan Is Stalking Colin"; i'm losing track. now it's less funny, more creepy.
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uhm. I'd say you kind of just annoy me sometimes with your minion ego, but everybody annoys me somewhat. and cheers, apology.
you know i love you regardless. <3
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well the weird thing about the "minion" business is that i called everyone that once as like, a JOKE, because i realize it's kind of a mildly derogatory term. but they took it and it stuck and now, like, everyone LIKES being a "minion," supposedly. they act, like, proud of it. which, i've never gotten. but i perpetuate it to indulge them, because it seems to make them happy. but i've never been comfortable with it; it DOES make me sound all ego-y.
you go and rec yourself, that fic was AWESOME.
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as long as you don't ever call me a minion, i'm fine. [honestly i feel kind of ~above being called a minion. i don't appreciate it and whatnot.] which might make me sound ~snooty but whatever.
lol. i feel like i can't do anything that good again, though :/ the last thing i wrote was freaking AWFUL. :/
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bb, nothing you write is awful. we all have good and bad times.
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wait, nvm, don't answer that lol.
HAI I LOVES YOU. <3
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haaaai ily too.