the dawn is breaking, a light shining through

[behindthec]

in light of what we've all been talking about here lately, the absence of ryan and jon may make you ache, as it did for me, but still, this is present-day canon and exceedingly hot and well-written, and we all know i can't resist anything that falls under those categories: circumnavigating foundations by colorofsmoke.

thanks to everyone who's been indulging my bratty whining, writing me drabbles and fic and trying to appease my melodramatic reactions to current fandom.  you guys are so, so awesome.  i'm off today, so in between chores and errands, i plan to do nothing but write ch 7. have a teaser at last:

Ryan groans weakly. "Can't move."

Brendon chuckles against his shoulder, snuggling into him deeper, sealing any remaining bits of their bodies that have managed to pry apart. "'S normal after your first time."

Ryan snaps his hips up, lazy and constricted under the weight, hipbones nonetheless digging into Brendon's waist in retaliation. "Or, you're squashing me. Asshole."

"Oh." Brendon rolls off, grinning sheepishly. "Sorry."

Ryan's smile beams bright when he sits up, leaning over Brendon to cup his face in one cuddle-warmed hand and kiss the corner of his mouth. "Don't be," he breathes hot into Brendon's ear. "I like you on top of me."

Comments

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

<3333
so, i have no work at all saturday (yay) and will most likely actually be able to continue writing then. sorry it took so long, but new jobs suck.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

THAT IS VERY EXCITING TO ME.

yeah, jobs in general suck. :/

<3333

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

It's very exciting to me, too

Well, one of my jobs is in a candy store, right? so, really, it's not that bad at all, I just got a lot of hours cause I'm new.
The other job is suicide inducing, but. xD I'll deal.

[marauder-bex.livejournal.com]

Post sex bickering! exactly what you'd expect from Ryan ;)
The lack of Ryan and Jon in twitters is sad but we get such cute fic from it.
And you should read this too if you've not already it's very adorable.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

true, true... i'm sure they'll work out their ~stuff.

oh, god, i saw that on my flist but it looks so LONG. maybe i can get around to it this weekend... thanks!

[marauder-bex.livejournal.com]

:D It is long, but it's so so good. I don't want to leave it to go to work.

[alphabetatoast.livejournal.com]

Ryan Ross, how so sexy???

I just adore the way you write them. Can't wait 'till the next chapter! (I may comment late as I'm away all weekend! *sniff*)

And glad you got a day off work. Hope rl is working itself out. Xxx

[lolab.livejournal.com]

<333 more of sexyryan always, i say.

lol it won't be up this weekend, no worries. i've only written the first scene.

thanks bb!

[piper47.livejournal.com]

Guh... I love post-cabin cabin fic...

Also I have today off too! Maybe I will write some porn... or work on the seven million different papers I need to write.

Yeah that.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D

SCREW PAPERS. PORN PWNS.

[guilt-lines.livejournal.com]

if I wasn't going to write porn tonight (bc let's face it, I'm not), what would I write?

cuddle warmed ♥

[lolab.livejournal.com]

you would write... ryan and william, crushing on each other and being utterly faily about it as discussed. :D

<33333333

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

eeeee chapter 7. woo <3

no school for the next couple of weeks, so in between hanging out with my merry band of freaks, i should be able to write rilonx/seanrad/WRITEMYLOVELYEIGHTFOOTBOYS.

did you see gabe and bilvy's bff twitters? b/c srsly. AWWWWW.

<3

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YAY NO SCHOOL!!!!

WANT ALL OF THOSE THINGS PLS.

i did. GAH. BOYS.

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

lol. SCHOOL IS AWFUL, YAY FOR NONE OF IT. xD

well then. <3

heeeeee.

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

ooooh, Howie Day lyrics! Very appropriate. :D My first concert was a Howie Day conncert(besides Grateful Dead, but i was a teeny tiny baby for that one, so i don't remember it, lolz). OMNOMNOM BOYS WAKING UP TANGLED TOGETHER \O/

[lolab.livejournal.com]

\o/ i just kept hearing that song over and over for this scene, and the one right at the end of last chapter, when they made love fucked right at sunrise, all slow and sweet. gah.

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Gah, now I'm humming it! xD
shit, the lyrics are perfect oh my god.
I'm open, you're closed
Where I follow, you'll go
I worry I won't see your face
Light up again
fits them perfectly, y/mfy? Brendon would probably follow Ryan anywhere.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

EXACTLY.

the line that really fits too, i've always thought, even for ryden in genreal, is, i've found i'm scared to know i'm always on your mind.

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

OMG YES EXACTLY I WAS GONNA PUT THAT ONE BUT THEN I WANTED THE LONGER ONE SO I COULD LOOK COOL.
wait. what?
o.o yeah, idk either.
too much physics is killing my brain. xD nvm. i need a new one. xD

[paperdollmuse.livejournal.com]

I like indulging melodramatic reactions, I'm an enabler. It can't be helped. XD

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D YAY.

[fixme-in-45.livejournal.com]

favourite person ever
yes, you are

and I mean, who wouldn't love Brendon on top of them
or Ryan underneath them

[lolab.livejournal.com]

<3!

i would really, really like brendon on top of me. possibly forever. and ryan underneath me, bent over a table. yes PLEASE.

[noahatthedisco.livejournal.com]

=DDD
Ryan Ross. I love him.
learning over Brendon to cup his face in one cuddle-warmed hand and kiss the corner of his mouth.
forever. <3

oh ryan. even in his angst and loneliness, i might love him more. I ~connect with him now. lol,
I'm excited to see how the fic is now that sex has been had (and had, and had, and had... o.O)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

\o/ thanks for quoting; it made me catch the typo. lol

i feel kind of disconnected to this chapter due to the current state of things, but... i'm trying. :/ we'll see.

[drunknballerina.livejournal.com]

"I like you on top of me."
I LOVE THAT LINE.

(oops, the girl next to me just looked at my screen and gave me a funny look. um.)

also, i wrote you porn yesterday. sort of? like, remember the ryan/brendon in a club you once prompted me with? yeah, i continued that with, well, sex.
really badly written, i mean, i laughed at myself for how bad it was, but anyway. i'm trying.
i just felt like letting you know.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

HEE. I THINK BRENDON LIKED THAT LINE TOO.

a;slkrejapofijap3oiapw3 WELL WHERE IS IT???

[drunknballerina.livejournal.com]

ITHINK SO TOO. I MEAN. IMAGINE HIM SAYING THAT TO YOU. :DDD

written by pen on paper in my notebook?
AND I'M NOT TYPING IT UP HERE OKAY. you'll have to wait until i get back, so, two more weeks *smiles sweetly*

[selectivelyurie.livejournal.com]

TEASER!

guh, i've needed this, bb :(
even if it is just a short snippet, their love is there and ji'aldfsk; it needs to be there irl, like, right now.

also, cup his face in one cuddle-warmed hand and kiss the corner of his mouth is so incredibly adorable. i think "cuddle-warmed" did me in because omg, them, colin. them.

hope you had a nice day off, bb!
♥

[lolab.livejournal.com]

<3333

and dude, dude. i just found a way to work the whole california mess into this chapter. IN FACT IT MAKES THIS CHAPTER EASIER. I NOW LOVE THE CURRENT MESS. YESSS.

[selectivelyurie.livejournal.com]

djadi8f'l;jdasi; omg really?! yay! and by california mess do you mean the whole *divide* within the group? or how they're all over in california now? or am i completely missing the point of this entirely? o_o

[lolab.livejournal.com]

just... the whole current mess in general. i don't go into depth, but it definitely gives me some motivation for a very specific, important scene i had to write, that i hadn't quite managed to get down yet. for, like, "why would ryan do this? what is his real reason?" i didn't have a good reason for him. now i do. <3

[starlesscities.livejournal.com]

omg teaserrr.
omg youuu.
omg boys.
ugh. <333

they need their epic irl love back :(

hope you liked my fic bb :3
<3

i didnt use your picture D:

[starlesscities.livejournal.com]

Re: i didnt use your picture D:

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YEAH WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT? :P

*drools over ryan's neck*

Re: i didnt use your picture D:

[starlesscities.livejournal.com]

IM SORRY D:
I HAD A LAPSE OF MEMORY.
OR SOMETHING.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

i did like it! EEEEE! <3

[mudd248.livejournal.com]

So I was going to tell you, that you can fit the current (real life)state of events into PCCF as Ryan waiting for the...opportune moment and planning for the cabin(Brendon just being dumb and rebelling what he wants, blah blah blah making Ryan jealous), but I comment stalked and you seem to have come up with a theory all on your own. Just thought I'd throw it out there anyways.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahhh, cool! yeah, my theory really ties in with a part of the chapter that is extremely important, where ryan gives a Reason for something and the truth was, i was really fuzzy on that and didn't have a very good reason. but now i do, so yay!

(vague colin is vague.)

[mudd248.livejournal.com]

I like vague Colin. I'm not a big fan of spoilers. I'm excited for your theory now though.

[o-nyx-o.livejournal.com]

Aaah! Ryan trying to be shmexy the morning after! I approve!

My theory is that the boys are all stupid in love with each other and no one is willing to admit it and accept it, but it's okay, because in the end there will be lots and lots of sex and schmoopy post-sex snuggles.

*nods*

[lolab.livejournal.com]

I AM REALLY QUITE OKAY WITH THAT THEORY. <3

[miarae.livejournal.com]

I can't wait for chapter 7 \o/

Spyrofic might have to wait for a few days, I had a root canal thing yesterday and I'm impossibly drugged right now. Somehow I don't think EPIC!Fic will work too well right now x_x

[lolab.livejournal.com]

\o/

awwww, bb! i'm sorry. those fucking suck (or so i hear). i miss the drugs they had me on after i got my wisdom teeth out, HEE. good times. feel better!

[miarae.livejournal.com]

They do, and I have been spending the better part of three years avoiding a root canal. At least my dentist was nice and drugged me up. I really want someone to write about poor sick Ryan who needs hugs & being taken care of :P

I'm gonna hit myself up with more drugs ^^ But my mind is still thinking about Spyro. Damn you ♥