teaser: kink #4

[behindthec]

the votes are in: and thus, so is breathplay.  this is YOUR xmas gift, after all. ;)

teaser for kink 4 (and this is my favourite paragraph in the whole damn scene; way to like, spoil it for you guys; whatever).

He swallows and says, "Close your eyes."

 

Brendon does, only now realizing he hadn't quite braced himself for this, having to hand over this much control to Ryan and still expect his own body to behave.  He knows it's all going to hell at the first touch of the small, spongy eyeshadow tip across his eyelid, Ryan's breath hot on his face and smelling of the little caramels he's taken to popping before shows.  It's not until Ryan starts whispering instructions -- "Lift your chin a bit; good," guiding Brendon's face with his free hand, his fingertip sliding across the sensitive skin underneath his eyes to blend the shades -- that Brendon realizes he could get addicted to this harder than heroin: Ryan easing him into full surrender, an implicit request for Brendon to come apart in his hands.

i'll be honest, that image even makes ME shiver, okay.  original inspiration, obv:

oh hey so recently, as like a try-anything-once dare to myself, i read three things i never ever wanted to: mpreg, genderswap, and a kink that grosses me the fuck out (golden showers).  AND I LIVED!!! \o/  it was a nasty ride, though, even though they were ryden and all really well-written.  yay, i have balls!  (but mostly ew.)

also, way to out your frontman, smith. :DDDDDDDD  my squee/keymashing over this interview was exhausted in conversation with becca, so all i have left is :DDDDDDD.

oh, and can i just say HOW MUCH I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH "WINTER PASSING".  it gives me chills every time and could singlehandedly take me into a bilvy/TAI renaissance.

speaking of bilvy: # 5 and 10. ;)

Comments

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

okay. so...okay.

first of all: PSHHHHHHHH. you're excited? you get to read them whenever you want. you're writing them. *pouts* i am such a baby right now but idec. no, but i actually get why your excited...obviously, you can't wait to read my reaction to the breathplay. *nods head*

i want ryan to do my make up...*wiggles eyebrows* dude, i just totally made that sexy.

okay, so i get the whole "trying everything once" thing, but seriously? some things don't need to be tried. at all. ever. because they are gross (coughgoldenshowerscough). ack. but hahaha its nice to know you like sucking dick. thanks for sharing. :D lol ily. i wouldn't know...i've never tried bahaha.

so, here's my deal with weed. see. okay. i regret many decisions i've made in the past...but, from experience (*facepalm*), i don't enjoy being high. well...okay, maybe thats a lie. being high is fine, because yeah it feels good at the time. i just feel so...not in control. you know? like, with drinking? at least i sort of have an idea of what the fuck i am doing and saying, right? with weed...i don't. i'm not...in control. i also have had bad experiences with drugs and w/ ppl who do drugs and just...no.
like, i get what your saying about loving the characters we create but i still don't approve or like that they do that stuff at all. personally. idk...maybe i'm just immature hahahaha.

*hopes your feeling is right*

ily <3

[lolab.livejournal.com]

true. i do get to read them whenever i want. *goes to read them* oooh.... aahhhh.. :PPPPPP

my excitement in writing comes from seeing all your reactions. <3

if ryan did my makeup i would come all over him, the end.

ahahahah no, some things don't need to be tried. but i figured hey, better to try it in FIC than in real life. :P yes, ah, sucking dick. it's the only thing i can do with a boy that lets me still feel like a boy (except handjobs, and i love those too). but it's like, we read about these uber hot blowjobs all day long in fic; i just enjoy "participating" sometimes. :D

oh, i agree. i don't approve of what they do either. and i'm not a big fan of weed at all, i think it's highly overrated. if i want to have "fun", it's always gonna be booze for me, lol. but i'm just saying i try not to let it get to me so personally, because it's not worth my energy. i just try to enjoy them as characters and realize i have no control over them as people.

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

YOU'RE MEEEEAAAAANNN COLIN. A BIG MEAN MEAN MEANY-PANTS WHO LIKES TO TEASE ME WITH HOT BREATHPLAY FICS. D:<

pshh. mine are your favorite. just addmit it. *grins*

HAHAHA me too.

omg. just...yes, it definitely is better to do it in fic than in real life. i cannot even begin to explain to you how much better that is. :P who WOULDN'T like participating sometimes? lol.

i don't do...anything. booze or otherwise. like, i have? but when i was not in a good mind set and at a really bad time in my life. i did things i really regret and i don't do that stuff anymore. it just hurts me to see them do that when i know...what i know now. :/ but you're right. obviously. i'm just too emotional, fuck.

oh yeah. okay, so i babysat my nephew today (i'm actually, technically, still babysitting him, but the kids asleep so i'm sneakin' on da computa) and he started asking me all of these questions about "how can raindeer fly?" and "how does santa get all around the whole wide world in one night?" and "why does rudolf's nose nose glow?" and a ton of these other questions that, if not answered correctly, can jepordize his innocence and his childhood. i was like, WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME? D: i kept feeling like i was going to say something wrong and make him stop believing in santa. but then he just kind of sat there for a little while and pondered my answers before getting up to go reenact some power rangers thing he saw on tv or something. it was terrifying lol.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D

no, i get it. you're not too emotional. i am pretty much against any kind of mind-altering substance. i'll get mildly drunk every few months or so, but it's in the safety of my home with people i trust, so i figure that's okay.

baahahahahah see, that's why i'm not telling my kid about santa. it's all such bullshit. my kid's going to be the biyug7gs (that was supposed to be biggest but pete stepped on the keyboard) realist ever.

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

:P

well, obviously, thats okay. i'm just against like....see, the panic boys seem to ALWAYS be high? i mean, seriously, is that just me? because in interviews its like...noticeable. and it happens a lot and i'm just like..wtf? stop. i mean, brendon's just BARELY legal and he's already doing that shit and, okay, yeah, it wasn't like i was necessarily legal when i did it but....idk. well, now i feel like a hypocrite. just. i don't want them jeopardizing their futures or anything, thats all.

see. i'm gonna let my kids believe in santa and stuff, because i feel like thats a part of childhood that is really special. we have our whole lives to be realistic...why not let the kids believe in a magic while they still can?

PEEEEEEEETTTTTTEEEEEE!! i seriously...i just want to come over to your house and kiss him all over. seriously. and then i want to squish you because you seem so squishable. and then i want to squish your nonexistent kid. because i'm sure they'll be cute. <3

[lolab.livejournal.com]

it's not just you. it is a problem. but i just prefer not to think or talk about it. it's easier for me that way. *shrug*

i'll warn you, there is mildly stoned!sex in kink 7 (i was trying to make it realistic, ugh), but for some reason it didn't bother me as much when i wrote it. i like to think they only smoke up to relax from coming off a tour. ;) /delusional.

PETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can squish us both. if you have my babies, you can squish them too, all you want.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

*number 8, not 7.

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

*nods in agreement*

D: its okay. i mean...yeah, whatever. lol. its you, so i don't really care as much because i trust you and stuff and like...i had more of a point to that but i just lost it. but...so...gahhhhhhh. forgive me, my brain is mush at the moment. i'm having a bad day. :(

*squishes you both* I WANT YOUR BABIES, COLIN. :D