Colin

Title: Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks) [master post]
Author: lolab 
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan (main), Brendon/various (Jon, Spencer, Pete, William, Gabe, Shane)
Warnings: Kink of all kinds! Each vignette lists its own.
Word Count: ~23,780
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Twelve vignettes detailing Brendon's exploration of his kinks over the years through various partners, even though there's only one he really wants. ;)
Dedication: minus_four, this is as much yours as mine. falling_words, for ideas/brainstorming. But mostly ALL OF YOU! For all your support, comments, emails, friendships, and PORN. You guys make me smile every day, and this year I've spent in bandom has been the best time I've had in my whole decade of fandom.
Notes: Based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series), one vignette a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. :)  All titles from TAI's Fast Times.


Bite your lip, pull me in, it's not the sin;
It's the mess that feels so right.
--The Academy Is

*These read similarly to chapters; they are connected, chronological, progressive, and they reference each other, so it's best to read them in order (especially the finale, which is based on all the others).

Title: These Reckless Games [Day 11 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Jon
Kink du Jour: Some light bondage; rimming.
Word Count: ~2,460
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: "Oh, Jesus fuck. Did I like, take out an ad or something? How do people keep finding out?!"
Notes: Vignette 11 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

( So, Cassie says I can fuck you if it's for a good cause. )

Title: Scratch the Surface [Day 9 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Kink du Jour: Voyeurism (sort of; more like audio-voyeurism :P), hair-pulling.
Word Count: ~1,770
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: He's only human; worse, a dude; and worst of all, he's Brendon, and this is Ryan.
Notes: Vignette 9 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

( It would be so easy to blame this on Ryan -- so he does. )

since kink 7 is already up and not new to most of you, i leave you with an ~alternative present today (yes, ch 15 is well underway and will be posted after xmas).

( PWF ART BY YOURS TRULY. \o/ )

drawn lovingly in Paint yesterday for sophie, who started it all with this, which had me laughing so hard i almost fell out of my chair.  as you can see, i tried to give spencer hips.  really should not have done that.  ryan is most accurate, i feel, except for where i forgot to give him balls -- although, that could've been subconsciously intentional, ha HA.  the plane looks like a shark.  don't even know how the sun came into existence, but i'm pretty sure it's responsible for the wreck.

happy 7th day of christmas kinks, everyone!  your feedback has been awesome so far and i'm so happy you're enjoying it as much as i am.  ily, etc.

i'm also going to prompt you all again since my birthday's in a couple weeks i fell in love with this pic ever since becca showed it to me, and i want everyone in the universe to write fic based on it.  my newest LJ love, livinglifeloud, is already doing it.

( completely fucking gorgeous, tbh )

cabinfic?  holidaygetawayfic?  that interview where ryan talked about taking spence on a holiday to italy or something and this is what they rented?  ANYTHING.

go forth and produce slash, people.  happy holidays.

Title: Let Us Fall, Let Us Fight [Day 5 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/William
Kink du Jour: A bit o' light s&m.
Word Count: ~1,900
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: "This is what they all warned me about, isn't it?"
Notes: Vignette 5 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

( The first time Brendon drinks, he gets sick. The second time, he gets naked. )

Title: Talk Like a Tease [Day 3 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab  
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Pete
Kink du Jour: Dirty talk (with a side of sleepysex).
Word Count: ~2,380
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: "Everyone thinks it's Ryan I'm looking at, but it's not."  This was pretty much my inspiration. XD Never thought I'd like this pairing, but, not gonna lie, I totally adore how this turned out.
Notes: Vignette 3 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

( Being A Glamorous Rock Star Lesson One: Being a rock star is not glamorous. )

Title: This Exercise of Self-Abuse [Day 1 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab 
Rating: R
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Kink du Jour: Slight bloodplay. Mostly embarrassed!Ryan.
Word Count: ~1,270
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Ryan's head drops a little further, but he remains still. "Don't tell anyone."
Notes: Vignette 1 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

( This was no accident; it was a therapeutic chain of events. )

"Okay, okay.  C'mere."  He points at the middle of the page.  "Can we do these two, then?"

ahaha, i love those two more than i should.  i really want to start posting before the 14th, b/c they're READY.  lol.  i'm in the middle of the finale now.  \o/  it's full of angsty goodness, too!  i'm really shockingly happy with this series, and i'm glad you guys made me do it.  i hope you enjoy it as much as i have.

i've been having this great email conversation with monamour_x, and this bit of her latest one -- idk, it's such a simple concept, and yet, seeing the words put so directly like this really hit me somehow:

"We think something will make us really happy and will be so great and stuff and we’ll strive to achieve that happiness, only to find out that it doesn’t have the same emotional pay-off that we thought it would—it’s the same with people. You think that having people tell you how amazing you are and how much they love you and want to be like you and envy you will make you feel really great, but in the end your left feeling the same way you did before, if not worse, because the people can’t make you happy…YOU have to. And that’s the hardest thing about life—figuring out who you are and accepting who that person is. Otherwise, you won’t ever be happy. Not really."

it's so fucking true it hurts, you know?  (hope you don't mind me quoting you, bb. :)

in other news... ryan seriously just, like, boned all of his male friends in high school, didn't he?  wtf IS this.  and why isn't there a video that shows us what happens next.  look at the BG shirt, and how ryan is all ~rebelling and not wearing one!!  (unless they come in different colors, but i like my theory better.)  <3!ROSS.

(ty sophie. <3333)

oh happy day.  see my twitter for why. XD

eta: you think if we all nag sophie constantly for the rest of the week, we could have the next chapter of this by the weekend?  LET'S DO IT. XD

too lazy to write a blog, so i made you all a videoblog.  complete with bad piano playing (incl a very rough preview of an "arrangement" i'm writing for FOB's "get busy living...").  also i show off pete, do a willy wonka impression, and yell at billy corgan.  and i ask for opinions on my hair.  the end.



also, here, a teaser for #5.

ALSO, ryden_fan  is my new best friend because she made me THIS, which is one of my favourite clips from any interview ever, as well as a QUOTE from the walkie i wrote this summer. \o/!!!

not gonna lie; i never thought i'd like them but the brendon/pete is now officially my favourite of the series so far.

(p.s.s. never do it when you're drunk and wild.  it's not safe.  i'm a bad example.)
p.p.s.s. ...on second thought, brendon has really nice hands too, and i'm just picturing how they'd look on THIS.

and now i'm creaming my pants.  goodbye.