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behindthec) wrote2008-12-05 07:32 am
behindthec) wrote2008-12-05 07:32 am
teaser: kink #4
the votes are in: and thus, so is breathplay. this is YOUR xmas gift, after all. ;)
teaser for kink 4 (and this is my favourite paragraph in the whole damn scene; way to like, spoil it for you guys; whatever).
oh hey so recently, as like a try-anything-once dare to myself, i read three things i never ever wanted to: mpreg, genderswap, and a kink that grosses me the fuck out (golden showers). AND I LIVED!!! \o/ it was a nasty ride, though, even though they were ryden and all really well-written. yay, i have balls! (but mostly ew.)
also, way to out your frontman, smith. :DDDDDDDD my squee/keymashing over this interview was exhausted in conversation with becca, so all i have left is :DDDDDDD.
oh, and can i just say HOW MUCH I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH "WINTER PASSING". it gives me chills every time and could singlehandedly take me into a bilvy/TAI renaissance.
speaking of bilvy: # 5 and 10. ;)
teaser for kink 4 (and this is my favourite paragraph in the whole damn scene; way to like, spoil it for you guys; whatever).
He swallows and says, "Close your eyes."
Brendon does, only now realizing he hadn't quite braced himself for this, having to hand over this much control to Ryan and still expect his own body to behave. He knows it's all going to hell at the first touch of the small, spongy eyeshadow tip across his eyelid, Ryan's breath hot on his face and smelling of the little caramels he's taken to popping before shows. It's not until Ryan starts whispering instructions -- "Lift your chin a bit; good," guiding Brendon's face with his free hand, his fingertip sliding across the sensitive skin underneath his eyes to blend the shades -- that Brendon realizes he could get addicted to this harder than heroin: Ryan easing him into full surrender, an implicit request for Brendon to come apart in his hands.
i'll be honest, that image even makes ME shiver, okay. original inspiration, obv:
i'll be honest, that image even makes ME shiver, okay. original inspiration, obv:
oh hey so recently, as like a try-anything-once dare to myself, i read three things i never ever wanted to: mpreg, genderswap, and a kink that grosses me the fuck out (golden showers). AND I LIVED!!! \o/ it was a nasty ride, though, even though they were ryden and all really well-written. yay, i have balls! (but mostly ew.)
also, way to out your frontman, smith. :DDDDDDDD my squee/keymashing over this interview was exhausted in conversation with becca, so all i have left is :DDDDDDD.
oh, and can i just say HOW MUCH I AM FUCKING IN LOVE WITH "WINTER PASSING". it gives me chills every time and could singlehandedly take me into a bilvy/TAI renaissance.
speaking of bilvy: # 5 and 10. ;)
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no, i get it. you're not too emotional. i am pretty much against any kind of mind-altering substance. i'll get mildly drunk every few months or so, but it's in the safety of my home with people i trust, so i figure that's okay.
baahahahahah see, that's why i'm not telling my kid about santa. it's all such bullshit. my kid's going to be the biyug7gs (that was supposed to be biggest but pete stepped on the keyboard) realist ever.
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well, obviously, thats okay. i'm just against like....see, the panic boys seem to ALWAYS be high? i mean, seriously, is that just me? because in interviews its like...noticeable. and it happens a lot and i'm just like..wtf? stop. i mean, brendon's just BARELY legal and he's already doing that shit and, okay, yeah, it wasn't like i was necessarily legal when i did it but....idk. well, now i feel like a hypocrite. just. i don't want them jeopardizing their futures or anything, thats all.
see. i'm gonna let my kids believe in santa and stuff, because i feel like thats a part of childhood that is really special. we have our whole lives to be realistic...why not let the kids believe in a magic while they still can?
PEEEEEEEETTTTTTEEEEEE!! i seriously...i just want to come over to your house and kiss him all over. seriously. and then i want to squish you because you seem so squishable. and then i want to squish your
nonexistentkid. because i'm sure they'll be cute. <3no subject
i'll warn you, there is mildly stoned!sex in kink 7 (i was trying to make it realistic, ugh), but for some reason it didn't bother me as much when i wrote it. i like to think they only smoke up to relax from coming off a tour. ;) /delusional.
PETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! you can squish us both. if you have my babies, you can squish them too, all you want.
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D: its okay. i mean...yeah, whatever. lol. its you, so i don't really care as much because i trust you and stuff and like...i had more of a point to that but i just lost it. but...so...gahhhhhhh. forgive me, my brain is mush at the moment. i'm having a bad day. :(
*squishes you both* I WANT YOUR BABIES, COLIN. :D