chapter 5 teaser.

[behindthec]

don't think this is gonna be up by thursday, but as always, i'll try.

"It does [suit you]," he says softly. "Chopin's kind of... sad, sometimes. Romantic without meaning to be... it's gentle, soft. Sometimes people don't realize how much there is to it because it's quiet, because it sounds nice, fades easily into the background. But there's a lot going on under the surface that you don't really see or feel until you play it."

He doesn't know where the words are coming from; maybe it's just music, a language on its own, separate from English, separate from the part of his brain filled with empty, human words, all the things he wants to say to Ryan and can't.

Maybe... maybe this says more.

"Music is everything to you, isn't it?" Ryan says without looking up.

Brendon blinks back a sudden prick behind his eyelids. "Not everything."
 

Comments

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

Mmmmm... Chopin.

Mmmmmm Ryan and Brendon in LOVE.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

they really are in love, it's disgusting.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

Yes it is, but we love them anyway (somehow.)
ps, they totally share an intense 'i'm in love with you but no one shall know' look in shane's dvd. or, ryan does, anyway.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

GUHHHHHHHH BOYS.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

the camera is like behind bden's head while they're recording, so you can kinda just see bden's profile. when they finish the song, they talk a little, and then ryan looks up at brendon, and then down in a blushing virgin kind of way and my heart literally stopped.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

as;lejhsaoifpawi3apw34. what dvd is this? have i missed this??

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

whatever one that came with that picture with books thing. i'll try getting screencaps at some point. it's the same dvd as in our icons, but it's hard to miss if you're not staring at ryan.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

guhhhhh. if you see it on youtube lemme know.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

no, wait, i was wrong. it's more like ryan keeps looking at brendon, like this and this
and then it kind of goes a little something like this
uno
dos
tres
only a MILLION TIMES better and more shy-looking.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

guhhhh, their looks are just so... intense. and meaningful. <3333