...so THIS happened.

[behindthec]

in celebration of working out a difficult scene with red, you get this now instead of tomorrow. sigh.

if you follow my twitter you're prepared for this nonsense. fuck my life, this is ridiculous and indulgent and i want to write it more than anything ever.





me: ivesia19 and i were discussing ryan's ethnic origins and we got off on a tangent of turn of the century scottish street peasant ryan
face pressed up against the glass to look out at the boy who makes bagpipes (BDEN)
and now i want that fic kind of really bad
Sophie: omggggggg
win
lol
me: right??
hee.e
WANT RILONX.
Sophie: ryan in his little hat
with the scarf
me: YES. here i send you inspiration pic hang on
Sophie: and raggedy gloves
make her write that. i love her stuff
me: i knowwww
i see her saturday so i will nag her lots
Sophie: heeeee
me: http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v369/LolaB/Picture1-6-1.png
minus sunglasses lol
Sophie: haha yes
http://s647.photobucket.com/albums/uu198/honeybearbee/Panic%20At%20The%20Disco/Ryan/?action=view¤t=4c7qvdg.jpg
lol
and he looks sad and longing
me: YES
LOOKING OUT THE WINDOW
Sophie: EXACTLY
OR IN
me: but like theidea of him being trapped!
in his father's little shop
Sophie: oic
me: b/c his father works him to death
http://www.gracecreates.com/
rotflmao
Sophie: awwwwwwww
me: AND HE MEETS BDEN WHILE HE'S IN THE MARKETPLACE ONE DAY
and then bden comes to his window at night!
Sophie: nawwwwww
this has a very The Little Princess feel to it
also
me: and then, then, maybe ryan is captured and sold into the sex slave trade! (whatever okay)
AND BDEN HAS TO RESCUE HIM
i was thinking more memoirs of a geisha here
(i added "sex" to the whoel slave thing )
and maybe they turn ryan into this, like, drag queen courtesan of sorts
and bden doesn't recognize him when he first sees him
but ryan's all OMG BDEN CAME TO RESCUE ME. but he can't leave the stage b/c, he's a slave.
...i'm getting carried away.
Sophie: In scotland?
me: ...sure. XD
or, no
Sophie: okaaaaaay
me: the slave ppl took him to london.
OR PARIS.
Sophie: yes
omg lol
me: and ryan learns FRENCH
b/c he has to
...i could write an actual novel out of this lol
Sophie: lol yes
maybe Bden gets rich (bc his bagpipes become fashionable xD) and that's why he's in paris
and he sees Ryan and recognises him and Ryan's all :O
bc he didn't think Bden would
Sent at 10:20 AM on Tuesday
me: OMGGG
yessssss
like he looked for ryan everywhere and then gave up after a few years
Sophie: YES
me: and then he ends up in paris.
Sophie: and he wants to Take Ryan Away From All This
me: and he tries to buy ryan from his master (pete? XD bill?) but his master won't sell.
yesss
so they have to figure out a way to steal him
Sophie: yes!
eeeeee rescue
yes!
eeeeee rescue
Colin did not receive your chat.
Colin did not receive your chat.
but Ryan's all scared bc he's never really known freedom
me: i received :P
right! he went from his dad's shop to actual slavery
and maybe his master catches them and enslaves them BOTH
so brendon has to figure out how to get them BOTH out.
Sophie: and Bden's all BUT I WANT TO SHOW YOU THE WORLD, I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU
me: YES.
Sophie: OMGGGGGGGG
me: AND BY "THE WORLD" HE MEANS "MY DICK"
Sophie: WELL YES
me: fuck me, sophie, i want to write this so bad now
Sophie: AND BY TAKE CARE OF YOU HE MEANS SHOW YOU HOW TO SUCK MY DICK
me: it's so RIDICULOUS buti love it
LOL YESSSSSSSS
Sophie: technicalities
me: i think ryan nkows how to do that tho
being a sex slave
Sophie: well yes
i forgot that
I'd rewritten it in my head that Ryan got turned into a Moulin Rouge-esque dancer
though Satine was a prostitute actually...
me: LOL!
Sophie: i idealise
me: a courtesan
yes.
but ryan will not be dying
Sophie: you and your fancy words
me: b/c that would blow
Sophie: NO
me: ugh,want.
Sophie: is too epic for me :/
me: i want to write it. lol
Sophie: i know you do
do itttttttt



...all right. either convince me to write it, or convince me not to. :/ keep in mind if you make me do this, you will ALL be responsible providing me with background/setting/historical information because i know nothing about 19th century scotland. or france. all i can promise is that i won't make this like every sex slave fic ever. because we have enough of those, dear god.

Comments

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

okay, maybe I'm totally shallow, but all I got out of that was scotland which led to OMG TOTES WANT TO SEE RYAN IN A KILT.
ALSO WANT BRENDON IN A KILT.
HELL, IF EVERYONE WORE A KILT, THAT'D BE FUCKING AWESOME! :D

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Wait, or are kilts Ireland and not Scotland?

FML I CAN'T REMEMBER.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

DO IT. THIS WILL BE EPIC THE WAY READING ANNE RICE'S DEPICTION OF 19th CENTURY FRANCE IS EPIC. I have such a fucking THING for old-timey stories.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

DAMN IT.

[payingnavietyoh.livejournal.com]

oh my. i'm forever scandalized which means--you should totally do it.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D

[noahatthedisco.livejournal.com]

1. ahhhahhah, those pics that you link where totally the insperation(SP ikno) for my Victorian Era Fic. (which i LOVE, i finally started writing it, OMG)

2. OMG RYAN AS A SEX SLAVE. I'm a horrible person, because that's HOT. and Bden can SAVE HIM. then like... teach him that sex is GOOD. O.O

3. I want you to write this, but honestly
AidsFic + TitanicFic(which I refuse to give up on) > this
DAMN YOU AND YOUR FICISH BRAIN. to many good ideas and I want you to write them ALL.

yeah...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

HAHAAH AWESOME. we'll trade ideas so we don't end up with anything similar. ;)

2. I KNOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW. i just have to work hard not to make it cliche; there are so many sex slave fics out there, ugh.

3. yeah, i know. i don't know what to dooooo lol

[ivesia19.livejournal.com]

Ahahahaha - I knew you would cave!

:D

[lolab.livejournal.com]

SHH, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT. :P

[kaytvengeance.livejournal.com]

As soon as I saw your twitter I knew you were done for, without even knowing what the fic was about lol

It's nearly 1.30am here, so I was reading the convo up there while biting my lip hard so I didn't laugh really loudly. I don't care when you write it (obviously there is potential aids!fic and that other one, co-write?) but you have to write it eventually. My world will not be complete without this in my life. And thank god you don't want to make it the cliche sex-slave thing. I really like the idea of him being a courtesan like Satine (lol, why not go the whole hog and have him work at the Moulin Rouge, I could see him on a swing above the crowd in a corset...nnngh), makes it seem a whole lot classier and less...slavish. Maybe he was sold into slavery but escaped and got taken in by whoever owns the establishment he's on stage at (Pete? it's always Pete) and his body is the only thing he owns so it's how he pays his way idk. Shutting up now

[lolab.livejournal.com]

heee.

yeah, this is definitely on the list now. i'll have to figure out how i want it, because yeah, technically a courtesan isn't exactly enslaved, right? but i need ryan to be stuck in his situation... maybe he's a slave for awhile, but eventually he'd move up to courtesan? haha, idk. and by that time he's too broke so he has no choice but to accept that life.

pete is totally ziegler. XD

[guilt-lines.livejournal.com]

UNICORNS \o/

In other news, look! Is a me :D

lol at WANT RILONX and the fake gmail chat fail.

also. DO IT. want. a lot. go.

♥

[guilt-lines.livejournal.com]

also, I sex okay.

I totally do xD

[panicmydear.livejournal.com]

DO IT DO IT. Seriously, I love period pieces of any sort, and I know you would be amazing at this.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

heee, it's on the list. ;)

[chicken-cookie.livejournal.com]

BAHAHAHA! DO IT! I know that this totally will be really... well... a lot less funny and a lot more angsty when you write it, but it just looks so hilarious in my head. Oh. And you need to put Ryan in a kilt. No, seriously. Except, y’know, tights. As you mentioned, boys have hairy legs and they just... well... look weird in dresses skirts kilts. :)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

it looks hilarious in my head too. it'll definitely be a bit showy and indulgent, but i think it'll be kind of a crowd-pleaser type. :D

[happichick17.livejournal.com]

Omg I want it! But I know nothing about anything either. But I want it. But I know nothing. BUT I WANT IT!

I can do my best with helping with background info if you do decide to do this, but I will warn you--Google hates me. But I will do my best!

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

Your ICON. <33

[panicobracademy.livejournal.com]

i just legit lol'd like 15 times throughout that

i think the part that got me the most was the fashionable bag-pipe selling bden
because just...BAHAHAHAHHAHA

this is amazing
someone needs to write it
it totally wouldn't be funny as a fic. but this little aim sum-uppage was great and epic beyond words. heheheh


maybe you should write THIS instead of the aidsfic so that chloe does not drain herself of all bodily fluids via crying. (which will happen. i'm sure of it.)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

bahahaha YES.

it's totally funny in brainstorming, but i'll make it non-funny when i write it. ;)

i'm definitely not writing aidsfic yet. i need an angst break. though this would be pretty angsty too...

[apples]

YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL ABOUT AUS. ESPECIALLY THE RIDICULOUS ONES, COLIN. ESPECIALLY THOSE.


me: and he tries to buy ryan from his master (pete? XD bill?) but his master won't sell.
yesss
so they have to figure out a way to steal him
Sophie: yes!

BDEN SHOULD MEET SOME AWESOME SLAVE...FREE-ER DUDE NAMED JON, AND JON HELPS GET THEM OUT.

only so bill can say "jon walker stole my ryan rossy."

IT'S CLEVER BECAUSE IT'S (ALMOST) TRUE. \o/

but yes, this fic would be awesome. BRENDON AND BAGPIPES! The alliteration has spoken.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

OOH YES, I STILL HAVE TO FIGURE OUT WHAT TO DO WITH JON AND SPENCER!!!!!!!

BDEN WITH BAGPIPES MAKES EVERYTHING OKAY.

[starlesscities.livejournal.com]

WRITE IT.
WRITE IT THE FUCK NOW (...AFTER PCCF)

JFC COLIN, YOU NEED TO WRITE THIS!!!!

<33

[lolab.livejournal.com]

asjkehfkhaow3 okay okay okay

gimme mah porn first :P

[(Anonymous)]

i think your eyes are too big for your mouth. or stomach. or... heart? idk how that saying goes, but you seem to be taking on more than you can handle. i didn't read the rest of the comments, so im sure if i wasn't anon i would be burned alive for saying this, but i vote nay on this fic.

for one i, selfishly, dont want it to get in the way of the fic now. two, it seems dull and overused. even with your way with words and imagery, there are only so many places you can go with it. three, i dont have three, but you're my favorite author whos being productive now and i know i wouldn't read this story; what ever would i do with my time if not read your slash?

that is my humble opinion, please dont hate me.

[stereotypeloser.livejournal.com]

pshh, nobody's going to burn you alive for having an opinion. D;

[fleurdelisee.livejournal.com]

If you need background infos on 19th century France I can help. Living somewhere which began as a French colony means we study their whole History <.<

This will be awesome, by the way. :D

[lolab.livejournal.com]

thanks! i will need loads of help; i'm clueless. :)

[selectivelyurie.livejournal.com]

Colin did not receive your chat.
FAILLLLLL.


BUT OH MY GOD ASDFJI8OWEP4FAKLSDJF4Q849PL;,JASDF; THIS. I WANT THIS SO BAD. SOOOOOO BAD, OMG. AND THOSE PICTURES TO ACCOMPANY IT IQPEIJKBAL;VKJI8PO4LKJ8G9PSDO;KLAJFAFKJqeJFSAD8P23KJF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I CAN HAS DIS PLS? KTHNX.

(also, about those pictures with them and the old timey bicycles: just, d'awwwwww at the thought of ryan helping brendon up on his <33333)

&you;
(yes, i will end every one of my comments like this forever and ever :P)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

GMAIL LIES ALL THE TIME. I TOTALLY RECEIVED THE CHAT.

i want it too, so bad. posting another entry about it later. it's so redonk but i WANT IT.

<33333!

[ajesterofsorts.livejournal.com]

mneh...You've got me torn here.

I mean, it sounds amazing, and I've got a huge soft spot for bandom AU's.
Plus you writing it would just be, you know, fucking wow because you have a great way with words and imagery.
But don't you already have enough on your hands?
I mean, you've been struggling a little with pccf lately, and then you had planned out the whole aids!fic too, and briefly mentioned other ideas.
I just-- I don't know.
I'm for the amazing AU, but I don't want you over-working yourself. ;n;

Bit off topic, but this reminds me of the Moulin Rouge AU a friend and I spontaneously plotted back in January.
Hm. I should hunt down that outline.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

well, i'd only be writing one thing at a time, lol. it's just a matter of choosing. :)

ooooh, sounds interesting!

[adelda.livejournal.com]

YES. YES YES YES MOTHERFUCKING YES.
1. europe = full of win
2. i have never found a sex slave fic appealing, and thus have never read one, but this one sounds totally fantastic.
3. i LOVE france and i JUST DID a presentation of the 1899 paris world's fair so im totally (semi) knowledgeable on 19th century paris.
and speaking of which, if you decide to do it and wanna incorporate the Moulin Rouge, will you PLEASE include the elephant they used to have out back? (It was hollow and inside the stomach there were exotic dancers. the movie Moulin Rouge had that pretty elephant-esque thing, but this was different. it actually looked like a real giant elephant.) http://www.wetcanvas.com/Museum/Posters/Entertainers/Moulin_Rouge/elephant_moulin_rouge.jpg
see! ok, sorry this was probably way too much info considering you havent even decided to write this, but the point is, YOU SHOULD.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

1. agreed. i've never been. :(
2. ooh, that makes me happy! there have been some good ones out there, but i've honestly been kind of meh about most of them. i definitely know what i DON'T want to do, lol.
3. AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!! ooh, dude, that's so cool. i will come to you for info pls. :D

[(Anonymous)]

ok so i would rather have this than the aidsfic because well aids will make me cry nonstop and it sounds so sad that i kind of don't think I can even try to read it once its written

and this it seems sad but not i have no more tears sad because he's all trapped

and unf sex sex SEX WITH BRENDON!!!! is always a win/win

maybe spencer could be ryans bitchy owner that's sort of like his pimp

all the ideas that people have come up with seem so great and make me want to read it now rather than later

[autumn-carnival.livejournal.com]

I'm sorry but I agree with the first part. aidsfic would leave me all achy in my heart (like physically&emotionally). And I thinkt Gabe should be the "pimp"! He'd be funny! Damn, I keep trying to make a joke out of this story (in a good way obviously..like that LOTR parody by beggarsnotes).

[whoyouinvent.livejournal.com]

i hate to be a voice of reason, but were bagpipes ever *popular* outside of the highlands? i mean... they were sort of an instrument of war (battle music!) against the british, but were they picked up in france? and any respectable highland bagpipe maker would be in a kilt, unless it was between 1746 and 1782, when it was illegal to wear them.

uhm, i've read too much diana gabaldon, possibly. but i did sort of badly play the pipes for three years of high school cadet band, so i can be of some assistance there.

[(Anonymous)]

if it doesnt really fit I think it will still work because its fiction and fiction makes it work

(i meant to make this sound ten times better sorry im really tired all i know is i want this fic to happen so bad)

*Humps leg*

[freebleed.livejournal.com]

all of your ideas are so full of win!
i want i want this sfm!
do it! please before i flail to death with want!

Re: *Humps leg*

[lolab.livejournal.com]

aww, thanks! i want it too!

[unluckykitty.livejournal.com]

do it. omg i ♥ your brain.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

hee, thanks! it's a crazy place to live...

[autumn-carnival.livejournal.com]

At first this reminded me of Johanna and Anthony in Sweeney Todd (Tim Burton movie with Johnny Depp), you know with all the longing and looking out the window being trapped (minus the singing and boobs) and then seeing the boy at the window and him saving her (him in Ryan's case)! The idea of it is all very romantic! You should totally watch that movie for some ~inspiration if you haven't already [just ignore the slitting throats and all..(except don't b/c that is my all time favourite movie so you should appreciate it all :D)]. uhh..where was I going with this? Oh yes, you should definitely write that, it'll be great to take a break from all the angst. Would you write it ~seriously or make it a parody-type story? Or something else? Haha, if you made it a parody it would be hilarious! And wait a minute...I swear you only wrote canon?? haha, totally NOT complaining. I think you should give it a chance and see how it turns out, it's definitely something really different from what you usually write (I think..) but you'd def pull it off. Oh and if it's a parody, you HAVE to use kilts! Kilts are awesome! Now I'm picturing Ryan talking in a Scottish accent and wearing plaid xD ...please write this!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ah, interesting! i wonder if i subconsciously though of that while i was plotting this... i wasn't CRAZY about the movie but it definitely had its moments.

yeah, i have only written canon, but (as i will explain in a blog later) i need a break from it. i need writing to be fun again. :)

[notyourshot.livejournal.com]

...you didn't honestly think we were gonna try and get that idea out of your head, did you?

CAN THERE BE EIFFELTOWERBEINGBUILT IN PARIS? Y/MFY? and like, ryan dreams about it all the time, about how tall it'll be and. AND. IDEK. and brendon's all, I SHALL TAKE YOU THERE but in his mind he's thinking HELL YEAH, HE CAN BLOW ME 100 FT UP.

...or something.

[j-plash.livejournal.com]

Bwahahahahahaha.

Also, ryan dreams about it all the time, about how tall it'll be - MFY. I'm sold. I'm sold now. Guh. OMG I want Ryan gazing out at the tower being built to the sky and dreaming of freedom. Guuuuuuuuh. *dies* *dies again* Okay, done comment-stalking now :P

[attackdbyleaves.livejournal.com]

dooooooooo it.

you cannot go wrong with 19th century. the end.

also, the victorian era wins, so if it's set during that you get extra cool points. best clothes ever. i dunno if what i've researched really applies to scotland/france because i looked for america, but i still have the links if you want a sort of general idea.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

RIGHT?? victorian era is my favourite forever. \o/