If You Knew What I Know [Day 12 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]

Title: If You Knew What I Know [Day 12 of Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks)]
Author: lolab 
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Brendon/Ryan
Kink du Jour: Oh lord: fisting, felching, facials, biting, breathplay, and revisited kinks from the series. w00t!
Word Count: ~5,700 words of smut. Merry fucking Christmas. XD
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: In the space of a mere few heartbeats, the debate in his mind is rampant, and he realizes this isn't just about Ryan trusting him; this is a test of him trusting Ryan.
Notes: Vignette 12 of 12; Bden's ~Sekrit Kink Series based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series). One a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. ;)

Please visit the master post for a list of all 12 vignettes. You can read them independently, but they are connected, so it's much better to read them in order.

(Sorry it's an hour late; Pete graciously let me sleep in today! :P)

( What's amazing is how well Brendon can pretend because he's been doing it for years. )

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Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks) [master post]

Title: Not The Sin (or, Brendon's 12 Days of Kinks) [master post]
Author: lolab 
Rating: NC-17 overall
Pairings: Brendon/Ryan (main), Brendon/various (Jon, Spencer, Pete, William, Gabe, Shane)
Warnings: Kink of all kinds! Each vignette lists its own.
Word Count: ~23,780
Disclaimer: Fiction as far as I know.
Summary: Twelve vignettes detailing Brendon's exploration of his kinks over the years through various partners, even though there's only one he really wants. ;)
Dedication: minus_four, this is as much yours as mine. falling_words, for ideas/brainstorming. But mostly ALL OF YOU! For all your support, comments, emails, friendships, and PORN. You guys make me smile every day, and this year I've spent in bandom has been the best time I've had in my whole decade of fandom.
Notes: Based on email/IM/comment requests from this fic (now #7 in the series), one vignette a day through Christmas: here is my holiday gift to my friendslist. :)  All titles from TAI's Fast Times.


Bite your lip, pull me in, it's not the sin;
It's the mess that feels so right.
--The Academy Is

*These read similarly to chapters; they are connected, chronological, progressive, and they reference each other, so it's best to read them in order (especially the finale, which is based on all the others).

1. This Exercise of Self-Abuse              2. Somewhere in the Act              3. Talk Like a Tease 

4. Somewhere Hidden Underneath              5. Let Us Fall, Let Us Fight              6. Our Brilliant Disguise 

7. If This Is A Test              8. Blindfolded, Eyes Wide Open              9. Scratch the Surface

10. Can't Shake the Taste              11. These Reckless Games              12. If You Knew What I Know

(Kinks will be posted every morning from December 14-25, 2008.)