"live" in chicago is stretching it.

[behindthec]

seriously, guys, can you try maybe not being high for JUST ONE SHOW, like the one they're PUTTING ON A CD AND DVD?

i haven't even watched the dvd yet; i've just been listening in the car and cringing at the lack of energy and all the offkeyness.

and of course i still love them, and i'm getting tired of loving them despite this. eventually people are going to stop putting up with it. i hope they knock it off before that happens. what i don't get is when i saw them in november, despite bren and ryan and their dumb red plastic cups, the show was fantastic. everyone was on. so fine, loosen up with some booze if you have to, but seriously lay off the weed. performing high does nothing for you.

going to watch the dvd and look for those ryden moments i've heard talk of. that'll make me feel better at least. there've been a few good moments so far, but i guess it's kind of being overshadowed for me.

sigh. i need a snuggle. if there's anything i hate more than christmas, it's immediately after christmas. idek.