the suck of life.
Nov. 1st, 2007 01:18 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
behindthecShitty things:
1. I was forced to resign this morning after only a few days of working with WordsRU because my carpal tunnel/tendonitis/whatever this is came back so badly I can scarcely sit at the computer at all. They had been very pleased with my work thus far and it would have been a very promising job, so it was a very hard and unpleasant decision for me but I know what my arms need right now is pure rest, and that's what I'm going to give them.
2. I have no money for a sex change, and never will.
3. I am old.
4. My parents have officially stopped giving me any money at all. So we are completely independent now.
5. We are fucking broke.
6. I've been sick the last few days.
7. I am wishing I had majored in something useful and less INCREDIBLY BORING. Like... rock stardom.
8. I am very depressed because of all the above things.
Good things:
1. I have reached a place in my life where I am willing to make a "good things" list!!!!!
2. Keri's job, despite our complaining, does manage to pay enough that we can pay our bills and don't go hungry or anything like that.
3. We've got almost $4,000 in savings. A few more years and we'll be able to get a house!
4. I still have my Writing Center job as long as I want it.
5. My wife works out all the time and as a result has this incredibly amazing fucking body and strong muscles and tight abs and can fuck me so hard I can barely walk afterwards and I'm getting wet just thinking about her.
6. Also, she does wicked role-playing with me in bed and takes care of me when I'm sick AND when I'm not sick and goes to work every day at a job she doesn't like in order to support us and she works so hard to be supportive and understanding of my identity/sexual issues even though they are really really hard on her and tells me every day that it will be okay and we will get through all this shitty life stuff.
7. Practically everyone I know is super cool and supportive about my current semi-trans identity.
8. I don't live a hundred years ago, therefore I do not get thrown in the nuthouse for aforementioned identity.
9. I'm starting a yoga/no-computer regimen.
10. WE SEE FALL OUT BOY, CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR, AND PLAIN WHITE T'S THIS SATURDAY NIGHT P(#*&$)(*U)(#&$)&*FW#U$)( (#)#W&$)(*#W (W&#$)Q#$)*WFP W(#&$ )(W#&$)(Q (( (Q&R$(T$UW$&PF P7YR*&YIFUUY#(P $YR*O&@A*O#YIQY** P*S#P( P9 $)&* PWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *DIES*
11. I found THE hottest HP fic the other night (the challenge was "Marauders circle-jerk, light on the Peter, leading to eventual J/S blowjob with R watching... OH BABY YES). Link available on request.
12. Speaking of, lots of good gay sex on Logo lately (I like porn when I'm sick, apparently; this is a relatively new discovery), and plenty more in the Netflix queue. :D Got Keri to watch C.R.A.Z.Y. with me the other night, P#*%&(P*G#% it just gets better every time I see it. I know what I want for Christmas. We had a really awesome time watching Maurice, too - old 80's gay flick with Hugh Grant. BEST MOVIE LINE EVER: "We demand tea!!" Fucking hell yes I love early 20th century British gay boys. <3
13. Speaking of, my gay boyfriend is awesome and visits/flirts with me every week at work. <3
14. I can still be uplifted by the shallow declarations of people on Facebook/MySpace telling me how hot I am.
15. My good list is longer than my bad list.
So yeah. Won't be on the computer much in the next few months. Can still be reached though. Cheers.
1. I was forced to resign this morning after only a few days of working with WordsRU because my carpal tunnel/tendonitis/whatever this is came back so badly I can scarcely sit at the computer at all. They had been very pleased with my work thus far and it would have been a very promising job, so it was a very hard and unpleasant decision for me but I know what my arms need right now is pure rest, and that's what I'm going to give them.
2. I have no money for a sex change, and never will.
3. I am old.
4. My parents have officially stopped giving me any money at all. So we are completely independent now.
5. We are fucking broke.
6. I've been sick the last few days.
7. I am wishing I had majored in something useful and less INCREDIBLY BORING. Like... rock stardom.
8. I am very depressed because of all the above things.
Good things:
1. I have reached a place in my life where I am willing to make a "good things" list!!!!!
2. Keri's job, despite our complaining, does manage to pay enough that we can pay our bills and don't go hungry or anything like that.
3. We've got almost $4,000 in savings. A few more years and we'll be able to get a house!
4. I still have my Writing Center job as long as I want it.
5. My wife works out all the time and as a result has this incredibly amazing fucking body and strong muscles and tight abs and can fuck me so hard I can barely walk afterwards and I'm getting wet just thinking about her.
6. Also, she does wicked role-playing with me in bed and takes care of me when I'm sick AND when I'm not sick and goes to work every day at a job she doesn't like in order to support us and she works so hard to be supportive and understanding of my identity/sexual issues even though they are really really hard on her and tells me every day that it will be okay and we will get through all this shitty life stuff.
7. Practically everyone I know is super cool and supportive about my current semi-trans identity.
8. I don't live a hundred years ago, therefore I do not get thrown in the nuthouse for aforementioned identity.
9. I'm starting a yoga/no-computer regimen.
10. WE SEE FALL OUT BOY, CUTE IS WHAT WE AIM FOR, AND PLAIN WHITE T'S THIS SATURDAY NIGHT P(#*&$)(*U)(#&$)&*FW#U$)( (#)#W&$)(*#W (W&#$)Q#$)*WFP W(#&$ )(W#&$)(Q (( (Q&R$(T$UW$&PF P7YR*&YIFUUY#(P $YR*O&@A*O#YIQY** P*S#P( P9 $)&* PWR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *DIES*
11. I found THE hottest HP fic the other night (the challenge was "Marauders circle-jerk, light on the Peter, leading to eventual J/S blowjob with R watching... OH BABY YES). Link available on request.
12. Speaking of, lots of good gay sex on Logo lately (I like porn when I'm sick, apparently; this is a relatively new discovery), and plenty more in the Netflix queue. :D Got Keri to watch C.R.A.Z.Y. with me the other night, P#*%&(P*G#% it just gets better every time I see it. I know what I want for Christmas. We had a really awesome time watching Maurice, too - old 80's gay flick with Hugh Grant. BEST MOVIE LINE EVER: "We demand tea!!" Fucking hell yes I love early 20th century British gay boys. <3
13. Speaking of, my gay boyfriend is awesome and visits/flirts with me every week at work. <3
14. I can still be uplifted by the shallow declarations of people on Facebook/MySpace telling me how hot I am.
15. My good list is longer than my bad list.
So yeah. Won't be on the computer much in the next few months. Can still be reached though. Cheers.
