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behindtheci'm so tired of fandom right now. i really need a break. a long break. but it's part of me, the stupid fucker.
i don't want to talk about the drama (this, for those who asked via twitter), because stuff like that just pisses me off and takes away from why i love fandom in the first place.
whenever something like this happens, i just have to tell myself, it's the characters we love. because really, it is. RPF fandom is such a mess, ugh. because of the reality aspect, there is a lack of vital limits, so when one spontaneously imposes itself like this, everything implodes. to me, at least.
promise me not one of you will mention a word of it in the comments. i so, so, so do not want to talk about it, at all. help me remember why i love fandom. write a line of schmoop or porn. post a pic that makes me forget that half of what we love about these boys is probably a lie. help me remember fandom is what we make of it, and anything can be as real to us as we need it, as long as we believe it. i am really proud of how colossally cheesy i managed to make that sound, too. XD
i'll start.
i don't want to talk about the drama (this, for those who asked via twitter), because stuff like that just pisses me off and takes away from why i love fandom in the first place.
whenever something like this happens, i just have to tell myself, it's the characters we love. because really, it is. RPF fandom is such a mess, ugh. because of the reality aspect, there is a lack of vital limits, so when one spontaneously imposes itself like this, everything implodes. to me, at least.
promise me not one of you will mention a word of it in the comments. i so, so, so do not want to talk about it, at all. help me remember why i love fandom. write a line of schmoop or porn. post a pic that makes me forget that half of what we love about these boys is probably a lie. help me remember fandom is what we make of it, and anything can be as real to us as we need it, as long as we believe it. i am really proud of how colossally cheesy i managed to make that sound, too. XD
i'll start.