"sometimes i get the feeling she's watching over me..."

[behindthec]

so if you read the comments on my last post you will understand: this is an open-house post for lurkers! :P

hai.  introduce yourself.  don't be shy.  i want to meet everyone!  ooh, i should start friends-locking chapters, that'll bring everyone out. XD

anyway, in other news, this morning i discovered that if you play the first 16 beats of bach's pachelbel canon (y'know, the wedding song) in time with "welcome to the black parade," it basically lines up musically with almost the entire song (minus bridge).  assuming you're playing it in the same key, obv.  HOW COOL?

fuck me, i love music so hard.  why didn't i major in it?  why can't i DO that with my life?  why is everything i want too late, too far out of my reach?

ugh.  no.  i am NOT going to get into that.  i spent enough of my weekend crying about my pathetic life.  fuck it.

i know i look sleepy and stoned, sorry.  i was actually just sleepy.  it was on my way to work.  pls note gryffindor hoodie.

oh fuck me (again), i'm listening to it now and it's making me want to cry (fuck PMSing, FUCK IT UP THE ASS), but mostly it's making me want to get married, but even MORE so it's making me want to write that ridiculous cheesy sappy stupid silly romantic fic that's been in my head for awhile, just a shamelessly sappy one-shot that takes place on the day of ryan and brendon's wedding (i know, i know, this is like a set-up for some 13-year-old's badfic), and spencer's fixing ryan's cufflinks and yelling at him to stop squirming and ryan's bitching about a wrinkle in his tux and jon's going through the same nonsense with brendon in some other room, and most of the fic is in flashbacks, momentous moments in their relationship throughout the years, etc.  and i just.  ugh.  it's so LAME, i KNOW, but i want to write it.  at the risk of inflated ego, i feel like i could pull it off with minimal cheese.

ANYWAY!  happy monday.  eurgh.  oh, and go see role models.  funniest fucking movie i've seen in ages.  keri and i were discussing how they need to make a movie that consists of the cast of the 40-yr-old virgin, superbad, and this.  because it would be the greatest thing ever in the history of film.

eta: apparently i'm on a classical music kick now, because i just found this which is one of my favourite classical pieces ever and HOLY SHIT ON AN ELECTRIC BASS, REALLY? and i kind of want to marry this guy now and if someone could pls teach jon to do this on his bass i would probably come in my pants, the end, kthxbai.

eta II: it seems there has been stuff going on over here and it's awesome.  i'm starting to ship ryan/shane.  fuuuuck.  also, crackfic makes my soul leap with joy.

eta III: sophie is amazing.  her portrayal of pete is stunning and intriguing and so, so believable.  read.

Comments

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

I thought I should say 'hi. my name is ginni. have we met?' I lurk your lj and sometimes even comment. Some may even say I stalk you, they would be right ;)

That fic, the wedding fic? WRITE IT! Please, I'll write you more pornfic, or even the honeymoon sequel... where Ryan thinks Brendon is flirting with the barman at their hotel, of course Brendon forgets to put his wedding ring on after getting out of the shower, imagine the angst and pool sex XD

[lolab.livejournal.com]

:D <3

dude, you people are, UGH! i'm trying to work on 12 here! you'd have to wait at least 2 additional weeks for a chapter if i started on this wedding crap. idek how i'd start it. i don't have any clear ideas.

HOWEVER, i think you should definitely, definitely write the sequel immediately. nao. go. i need sex and cheering up, and i'm sure you do too. :)

back to work... :/

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

No. I'm not writing it yet.

I loved my day today, so no cheering up needed for me. I have some work to do tonight so I can't get my head around ansgty Ryden sex right now. Might write you a bit later if I haven't died of exhaustion. I told you not to pull this one on me again, you know I can't say no to you. pft.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahahahah. no, no, i don't want to pressure you. if you feel inspired and overwhelmed by our ~love, feel free to write something. ;) but otherwise... i'll survive. sigh.

i'm glad you had a good day. <3 my fingers hurt so i'm going to go be pitiful now.

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

Lay the guilt on thick there why don't you? Now you know I'll have to write you one scene at least tonight! It's drilling it's way out of my head...

Save your fingers bb :/

[lolab.livejournal.com]

XDDDD ilyyyyyyyyy

i'm saving them, but sadly not for typing. i'm improvising lame songs on the piano. i should videotape this shit. lol

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

Check your emails. Your wish is my command ;) Yoda says: ily must.

Videotape it. Now.