xDDDD i know what you mean though. like, it makes sense, so no worries. fantasies aren't like a new concept with me or anything. the main thing with this is that i just don't want to screw up your personality or some shit, but if you tell me to just write you however i want you, then that'll probably help a lot. if not, you'll have to guide me along a bit.
well. let's see. all i can really imagine is that i would be incredibly awkward and shy until i really got to know them. desperate to hide my fangirliness. just desperately hoping "please don't let them see how much i want to play with their dicks or watch them play with each other's." XD i tend to be useless and nervous when i meet band boys (except for alex suarez, whom i always seem to be able to chat with like we're bff's or something, wtf). i'd be pretty terrified of them not liking me, so i'd try to adapt to them and be what i think they'd want. like i'd try to talk to ryan about music but i'd be in way over my head. way too concerned with making an awesome impression. but once they drew me out of my shell, i'd be fun. like, i'd have ryan's awkwardness but bden's sort of twitchy squeefulness. i alternate between quiet and reserved and totally hyper. and if i'm drinking, i'm a total slut. the end. ;)
it's weird; i've never had to describe my personality like this to someone i've never met. interesting.
but anyway, yeah, that's just a guide; just write me however you see me here. i'm fascinated to see how people would write me just based on what they know of me here, as there are so many dimensions of myself i don't really express on my blog. it's interesting to see who i'd be if i really were the person you all think i am.
Dude, i'm the saaaame way. only, when i'm nervous, i tend to say the most idiotic shit in the world. and people are probably like. "whut." but anyway, i'm total fail at writing hyper, that's the only problem. but i'm good at that "say what people want to hear you say" thing. i do it allllllll the time when i'm trying to get to know someone (and probably come off as the creeper i am). anyway! i'll just write and we'll see what comes out, and i'll show you so that you can be like "um, no, that's not me at all" or whatever. actually, i kind of wanted to make you constantly horny. i mean. you are going to be around panic. well, maybe not constantly, but.
since i do call her a sex addict and slutty mcslutster. just. stop being the same person DD<< or don't, since she's awesome and you're awesome and it all works out somehow.
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Date: 2008-12-26 04:53 am (UTC)the main thing with this is that i just don't want to screw up your personality or some shit, but if you tell me to just write you however i want you, then that'll probably help a lot.
if not, you'll have to guide me along a bit.
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Date: 2008-12-26 05:03 am (UTC)it's weird; i've never had to describe my personality like this to someone i've never met. interesting.
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Date: 2008-12-26 05:05 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-12-26 05:13 am (UTC)actually, i kind of wanted to make you constantly horny. i mean. you are going to be around panic. well, maybe not constantly, but.
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Date: 2008-12-26 01:12 pm (UTC)AHAHAHAHAHHA LOLZZZZZ THAT WORKS OUT WELL BECAUSE, BB, I AM CONSTANTLY HORNY. XDDD
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