let's imagine the end before we even begin.

[behindthec]

just an update, i'm about 300 words away from finishing pccf, which, wow. i'm totally gonna cry. FML. anyway, you should hopefully have it tomorrow night, assuming i can edit it all by then. it's in 3 parts, so. ugh. redorchids has finished the vid and it. is. amazing.

i leave you with recs. first, compelling and intense and oh so hot (and angsty). i love brendon's POV in this, his confusion and longing.
http://community.livejournal.com/anon_lovefest/25960.html

and this. oh my god, this. a tiny bit of het, but if *i* still thoroughly enjoyed it, you know it's awesome.
http://reni-days.livejournal.com/23659.html

you may want to check this out first, as a sort of ~intro.
http://maple-mahogany.livejournal.com/376638.html
then read this. just. yes. so much yes. so fucking hot, and just. YES.
http://stephanometra.livejournal.com/330732.html

everything i love about sean/tom. perfection.
http://battleofhydaspe.livejournal.com/80639.html

this was actually really enjoyable. i feel like i would've liked more background, to see how the relationship(s) started, and open endings are always kinda dubious for me, but still, i liked it a lot.
http://panic-smile.livejournal.com/40693.html

not expecting comments, just wanted to give you guys a heads-up. it's coming. thanks for all your support. this fic has been quite a ride.

Comments

[kayxluvsxcoffee.livejournal.com]

holy crap i'm the first to comment. that never happens. O_o

I'm gonna be sad when this is over, I think it's my favorite of your fics so far because the emotions in it are so... real, I guess.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

thank you. i kinda feel the same way. it's definitely felt like the realest thing i've ever written. <3

[kayxluvsxcoffee.livejournal.com]

ya. i think that's the toughest part of writing. i mean, sounding lyrical or being really good with metaphors is great and all, but it's just skill and writing style. if a piece/story feels real, if it makes a reader think, feel, etc; that's magic.

[noahatthedisco.livejournal.com]

i'll miss this fic. <3

*goes to read fics*


also, just saying ily, cause i think you need it.
<333
(don't forget, not all of us are just here for the fic)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

me too. :(

\o/ ily too. and thank you. <33333

[xoxo-wentz.livejournal.com]

LOL ride. XD

ily and the fic<3
THANK YOU FOR THE RECS!!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

LOL XD

thanks. enjoy them. <3

[miarae.livejournal.com]

I'm going to miss this fic. I usually don't read works in progress but you've turned me right around. I'll be awaiting whatever comes next, whenever it comes.

Just don't forget to focus on real life, okay? ♥

[lolab.livejournal.com]

i'm going to miss it too. <3 i've learned a lot from it.

i won't forget. thanks, bb.

[gingerrstar.livejournal.com]

i'm looking so forward to this.

&hearts

[lolab.livejournal.com]

<3

[alphabetatoast.livejournal.com]

I am gonna miss this fic so damn much.
*runs to read as I've seen you just posted*

[lolab.livejournal.com]

<333

[faerie-lullaby.livejournal.com]

And in turn, I have a rec for you.

http://randomepiphany.livejournal.com/53087.html

This is just the think to the first chapter of part one, just follow the links at the bottom of each chapter. If you like it, then you can read the second part6 and the third part.

Oh, and it's Panic gsf. Really good, well-written in my opinion.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

yes, i definitely know of that one, but i haven't had a chance to read it yet. thank you!