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so, okay. chapter 8? does not want to be written. which, like, wtf, b/c i REALLY WANT TO WRITE IT. it's one of those "omg i can't wait to write this scene!" chapters. so, FAIL, SOMETHING. IDK WHAT, BUT, SOMETHING IS FAIL HERE. help?write me drabble porn in the comments?
in other news, i was watching more acoustic phanplan vids last night (and squeeing at becca over them), and there are seriously like eight of them where ryan is sitting there beside him, being googly-eyed and making dumbass i-have-a-crush-on-you-and-idk-what-to-say remarks to alex. at one point he actually got up, went to get them both alcoholic beverages, and returned. oh ryan. and during "all over again" they randomly break into PHANTOM OF THE FUCKING OPERA and ryan like, sings along. i... i just... no words.gay gay gay gay gay!!!!!! and during "i don't mind," at the line, "on all fours on a hotel floor," ryan totally gives alex this mischievous grin and says something i can't make out, and then alex smiles. dude that song is about a mental breakdown. RYAN ROSS HAS A DIRTY MIND. WHO KNEW. fucking hell, i want to ship these two so hard. i want to WRITE them so hard. UGH. it's all worked out in my head, too. somebody stop me. chapter 8 takes priority. alksderjha8of74.
in more news, i see phanplan tomorrow (SKLEJHILFUHSO#IUR$HOIS#UH$O#IU$HO*S&FYOIS#U$YIO#H$OI!!!!!!!!!!) and it's alex's birthday in a few days and i feel like i want to get him something but i have absolutely NO idea what. i'm terrible at gift ideas even for people i know; i just get gift cards (hell, that's what i'd want to receive, so why not.) i am not getting alex greenwald a gift card. so, ideas welcome.
also, fail, gchat. fail.
ETA: by comment request, links to some of the vids. some of them you have to watch all the way through to catch stuff, but they're awesome anyway. alex playing acoustic, hai. also there is the vid of ryan riding around stage on alex's shoulders, and a pic i've got somewhere of them both on stage, with ryan and this MASSIVE grin. and so on.
- the infamous council bluffs vid, with ryan's shirt entirely unbuttoned, and other things.
- random ryan performing with them on "do the panic"
- "i don't mind", 1:05-ish on. jesus christ, ross.
- "all over again" + PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WTF
- "dropped"... ryan's also there for no reason
- "raise the dead"... ryan's there, idek. lol
- "quarantine"... etc.
- "ship lost at sea" -- now this one is a gem, b/c of ryan's dumbass comments at the beginning (<3 <3 <3) and the fact that he's like, got his arm around alex if you watch to the end. wtf.
there are more, but i've got work to do. :)
so, okay. chapter 8? does not want to be written. which, like, wtf, b/c i REALLY WANT TO WRITE IT. it's one of those "omg i can't wait to write this scene!" chapters. so, FAIL, SOMETHING. IDK WHAT, BUT, SOMETHING IS FAIL HERE. help?
in other news, i was watching more acoustic phanplan vids last night (and squeeing at becca over them), and there are seriously like eight of them where ryan is sitting there beside him, being googly-eyed and making dumbass i-have-a-crush-on-you-and-idk-what-to-say remarks to alex. at one point he actually got up, went to get them both alcoholic beverages, and returned. oh ryan. and during "all over again" they randomly break into PHANTOM OF THE FUCKING OPERA and ryan like, sings along. i... i just... no words.
in more news, i see phanplan tomorrow (SKLEJHILFUHSO#IUR$HOIS#UH$O#IU$HO*S&FYOIS#U$YIO#H$OI!!!!!!!!!!) and it's alex's birthday in a few days and i feel like i want to get him something but i have absolutely NO idea what. i'm terrible at gift ideas even for people i know; i just get gift cards (hell, that's what i'd want to receive, so why not.) i am not getting alex greenwald a gift card. so, ideas welcome.
also, fail, gchat. fail.
ETA: by comment request, links to some of the vids. some of them you have to watch all the way through to catch stuff, but they're awesome anyway. alex playing acoustic, hai. also there is the vid of ryan riding around stage on alex's shoulders, and a pic i've got somewhere of them both on stage, with ryan and this MASSIVE grin. and so on.
- the infamous council bluffs vid, with ryan's shirt entirely unbuttoned, and other things.
- random ryan performing with them on "do the panic"
- "i don't mind", 1:05-ish on. jesus christ, ross.
- "all over again" + PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WTF
- "dropped"... ryan's also there for no reason
- "raise the dead"... ryan's there, idek. lol
- "quarantine"... etc.
- "ship lost at sea" -- now this one is a gem, b/c of ryan's dumbass comments at the beginning (<3 <3 <3) and the fact that he's like, got his arm around alex if you watch to the end. wtf.
there are more, but i've got work to do. :)
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Date: 2008-10-06 01:26 pm (UTC)I'd seriously get him a gift card and explain like you did in your post. Would bring the lol. Saves on wrapping paper too. haha. If I see anything while I'm out that might be suitable I'll let you know, okay?
Chapter 8 problems. No!!!! I'll send you the geese photo, I promise :D
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Date: 2008-10-06 01:28 pm (UTC)Also, Ryannnnnnnnnnnn! Fangirly!Ryan, no less.
Well ~I knew he had a dirty mind :P
I can't help on the gift ideas I'm afraid... I suck irl with gifts too. le sigh.
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From:Ryan had always liked being in the church when it was empty...
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Date: 2008-10-06 02:08 pm (UTC)I WANT TO SEE STUPIDLY SILLY FANGIRLY RYANNNNNN!!!! AND ALEX SING PHATOM OF THE OPERA!!
so srry. caps took over *fails*
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Date: 2008-10-06 02:15 pm (UTC)oh jesus that just made me shiver.
IN THE WRONG WAY, because have you ever SEEN RYANROSSY'S FACE. he's the most awkward being i've ever laid eyes on. and I LOVE HIM, we all do, but. RYANROSSY.
i always have to imagine emo!ryan or i just won't be able to work my way through ryan/anyone slash.
oh wow HI ISSUE. i didn't know where all that just came from.
i love your alex crush :D i'm crushing on alexes as well, just not yours.
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Date: 2008-10-06 11:09 pm (UTC)xDD
P.S. HAVE FUN TOMORROW! 8D
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Date: 2008-10-07 12:16 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2008-10-07 02:15 am (UTC)Oh god, math is so confusing, but what the fuck ever. It apparently makes sense to whoever it is that controls us crazy humans, so it's good enough for me.
... lmfao. that totally made sense in my mind, so if it sounds like random gibberish to you, proceed to whack me over the head with whatever large, heavy object you can find. because gibberish is bad. unless said gibberish involves keysmashing; then it is good. -ahem- T___T
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Date: 2008-10-07 02:59 am (UTC)I hope you don't mind, but I linked here through your pwf, and was looking for the not-yet-infamous chapter eight. Anyway, I happened to watch the council bluffs video, and all I could think of through the whole thing was -- "what the hell is Ryan doing with a football?" And couldn't stop watching his ridiculously beautiful fingers flipping it around, and how foreign the football actually looks in his grip. And the others? I don't think I've seen Ryan so obviously fangirl anyone--even Bden. Thanks for the links!
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Date: 2008-10-07 04:48 am (UTC)And Ryan Ross! How so adorable? He's such a ridiculous little fanboy.
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Date: 2008-10-07 10:13 pm (UTC)Seriously he’s almost as worse as Bden-wait no I actually think Ryan is worse. Whoa I think my mind just exploded, I never thought that was possible. Ryan having a dirty mind though I knew that had to be possible (showing it to other people though kind of freaks me out) after all when your stuck on a bus for months with Bden and Jon they are going to rub off you one way or another ;).
Those videos are ftw! We now have proof which I will rub in your face Ryan Ross when you deny being in love with Alex. I love Council Bluffs! Just because Alex is playing the Mandolin :D.
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Date: 2008-10-17 05:25 am (UTC)(hopefully when you write Alex/Ryan, it won't be as angsty as your Alex/Darren was)
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