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[behindthec]

subject line = no relevance; i've just been on a p.o. renaissance lately and that's the line currently stuck in my head.

so, okay.  chapter 8?  does not want to be written.  which, like, wtf, b/c i REALLY WANT TO WRITE IT.  it's one of those "omg i can't wait to write this scene!" chapters.  so, FAIL, SOMETHING.  IDK WHAT, BUT, SOMETHING IS FAIL HERE.  help?  write me drabble porn in the comments?


in other news, i was watching more acoustic phanplan vids last night (and squeeing at becca over them), and there are seriously like eight of them where ryan is sitting there beside him, being googly-eyed and making dumbass i-have-a-crush-on-you-and-idk-what-to-say remarks to alex.  at one point he actually got up, went to get them both alcoholic beverages, and returned.  oh ryan.  and during "all over again" they randomly break into PHANTOM OF THE FUCKING OPERA and ryan like, sings along.  i... i just... no words.  gay gay gay gay gay!!!!!!  and during "i don't mind," at the line, "on all fours on a hotel floor," ryan totally gives alex this mischievous grin and says something i can't make out, and then alex smiles.  dude that song is about a mental breakdown.  RYAN ROSS HAS A DIRTY MIND.  WHO KNEW.  fucking hell, i want to ship these two so hard.  i want to WRITE them so hard.  UGH.  it's all worked out in my head, too.  somebody stop me.  chapter 8 takes priority.  alksderjha8of74.

in more news, i see phanplan tomorrow (SKLEJHILFUHSO#IUR$HOIS#UH$O#IU$HO*S&FYOIS#U$YIO#H$OI!!!!!!!!!!) and it's alex's birthday in a few days and i feel like i want to get him something but i have absolutely NO idea what.  i'm terrible at gift ideas even for people i know; i just get gift cards (hell, that's what i'd want to receive, so why not.)  i am not getting alex greenwald a gift card.  so, ideas welcome.

 

also, fail, gchat.  fail.

ETA: by comment request, links to some of the vids.  some of them you have to watch all the way through to catch stuff, but they're awesome anyway.  alex playing acoustic, hai.  also there is the vid of ryan riding around stage on alex's shoulders, and a pic i've got somewhere of them both on stage, with ryan and this MASSIVE grin.  and so on.
- the infamous council bluffs vid, with ryan's shirt entirely unbuttoned, and other things.
- random ryan performing with them on "do the panic"
- "i don't mind", 1:05-ish on.  jesus christ, ross.
- "all over again" + PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WTF
- "dropped"... ryan's also there for no reason
- "raise the dead"... ryan's there, idek.  lol
- "quarantine"... etc.
- "ship lost at sea" -- now this one is a gem, b/c of ryan's dumbass comments at the beginning (<3 <3 <3) and the fact that he's like, got his arm around alex if you watch to the end.  wtf.

there are more, but i've got work to do. :)

Comments

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

alex/ryan will be full of nonsense and awkwardness. probably not angst, unless i go with my original brendon(who'sinlovewithryan)-walks-in-on-them plan. ;)

...so if Darren walks in on them, he'll just ...join in? ;)

in my mind, Brendon is, like, the worst lover ever, he is all over-eager and educated by porn, and he gets really turned on and loses control, and falls asleep after he comes too fast... and he knows is, had listened to people bitching him out for it, and so now he is really insecure too..

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

oops, pressed 'post comment' too soon, there was also supposed to be this bit: ..total opposite to Ryan, who is a little bit bored with it all, and whose "education" comes from sleeping with like, 10-20 people and reading Masters and Johnson, and the Kinsey Report or something...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

AHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeah. i think ryan would be... interesting. but like, totally awkward with alex. to me it seems like alex is the first and only Real Homo Crush ryan's ever had (pete was more fangirling). so he's going to be all kinds of awkward.

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

alex is the first and only Real Homo Crush ryan's ever had (pete was more fangirling)

Heee! And Pete totally watched all the Alex+Ryan acoustic vids on youtube and was soooooo jealous! Ryan was just... so happy to be there with Alex.. if there was awkwardness, Pete was sure it didn't get through Ryan's pink-tinted sunglasses :PP

[lolab.livejournal.com]

AAAAHAHHAAHHA!!!! YESSSSS. i can just see pete complaining to patrick about it. "what's that douchebag got that i don't?!" pat: "...well, he's not emo all the time, he's actually TALLER than ryan, he makes up songs on the spot..." pete's all: "WHATEVER, i have a friggin' EMPIRE."

XD

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YES, DARREN WILL ABSOLUTELY JOIN IN.

LOL!!!!!!!! that's HORRIBLE! i can totally see brendon being like that years ago, but i'd like to think by now he'd have improved significantly. ;)

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

LOL!!!!!!!! that's HORRIBLE! i can totally see brendon being like that years ago, but i'd like to think by now he'd have improved significantly. ;)

I don't know, you think he's had the chance to improve? I guess, right, I mean, it's been, like, three years, right? OK, maybe he is better now, but maybe his self-image is still all "I suck at sex"? ...or maybe it's Ryan's idea of Brendon that hasn't changed? ;) Brendon is all "I just want to make you feel good, baby" and Ryan squirms with embarrassment and wishes this didn't actually sound appealing...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

...i really like the idea of ryan squirming with embarrassment over being turned on.

i think you should write me some porn nao. ;)

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

Ehehe my writing skills made small children cry, I think I should leave it to the "pro"s :)