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[behindthec]

subject line = no relevance; i've just been on a p.o. renaissance lately and that's the line currently stuck in my head.

so, okay.  chapter 8?  does not want to be written.  which, like, wtf, b/c i REALLY WANT TO WRITE IT.  it's one of those "omg i can't wait to write this scene!" chapters.  so, FAIL, SOMETHING.  IDK WHAT, BUT, SOMETHING IS FAIL HERE.  help?  write me drabble porn in the comments?


in other news, i was watching more acoustic phanplan vids last night (and squeeing at becca over them), and there are seriously like eight of them where ryan is sitting there beside him, being googly-eyed and making dumbass i-have-a-crush-on-you-and-idk-what-to-say remarks to alex.  at one point he actually got up, went to get them both alcoholic beverages, and returned.  oh ryan.  and during "all over again" they randomly break into PHANTOM OF THE FUCKING OPERA and ryan like, sings along.  i... i just... no words.  gay gay gay gay gay!!!!!!  and during "i don't mind," at the line, "on all fours on a hotel floor," ryan totally gives alex this mischievous grin and says something i can't make out, and then alex smiles.  dude that song is about a mental breakdown.  RYAN ROSS HAS A DIRTY MIND.  WHO KNEW.  fucking hell, i want to ship these two so hard.  i want to WRITE them so hard.  UGH.  it's all worked out in my head, too.  somebody stop me.  chapter 8 takes priority.  alksderjha8of74.

in more news, i see phanplan tomorrow (SKLEJHILFUHSO#IUR$HOIS#UH$O#IU$HO*S&FYOIS#U$YIO#H$OI!!!!!!!!!!) and it's alex's birthday in a few days and i feel like i want to get him something but i have absolutely NO idea what.  i'm terrible at gift ideas even for people i know; i just get gift cards (hell, that's what i'd want to receive, so why not.)  i am not getting alex greenwald a gift card.  so, ideas welcome.

 

also, fail, gchat.  fail.

ETA: by comment request, links to some of the vids.  some of them you have to watch all the way through to catch stuff, but they're awesome anyway.  alex playing acoustic, hai.  also there is the vid of ryan riding around stage on alex's shoulders, and a pic i've got somewhere of them both on stage, with ryan and this MASSIVE grin.  and so on.
- the infamous council bluffs vid, with ryan's shirt entirely unbuttoned, and other things.
- random ryan performing with them on "do the panic"
- "i don't mind", 1:05-ish on.  jesus christ, ross.
- "all over again" + PHANTOM OF THE OPERA WTF
- "dropped"... ryan's also there for no reason
- "raise the dead"... ryan's there, idek.  lol
- "quarantine"... etc.
- "ship lost at sea" -- now this one is a gem, b/c of ryan's dumbass comments at the beginning (<3 <3 <3) and the fact that he's like, got his arm around alex if you watch to the end.  wtf.

there are more, but i've got work to do. :)

Comments

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

Now I want to watch those videos so baaad, but I have to go birthday present shopping. And I know what I'm buying as a gift, but I don't suppose you want to go to Tiffany's and buy Alex a necklace, do you?
I'd seriously get him a gift card and explain like you did in your post. Would bring the lol. Saves on wrapping paper too. haha. If I see anything while I'm out that might be suitable I'll let you know, okay?

Chapter 8 problems. No!!!! I'll send you the geese photo, I promise :D

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahahahaha i could be really creepy and get him a gift card to like, a vegan restaurant in atlanta and be like, "NOW YOU HAVE TO STAY HERE!!!!" and walk toward him with scary zombie arms.

...idek. it's monday morning.

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

So. I didn't manage to get a present so it looks like everyone is getting a gift card.
But. But I did just buy Raise the Dead off ebay, for me. Had to be done after watching those videos. lol. I love dorkass fanboy Ryan, he's so adorable trying to be cool in front of Alex.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

HA.

RTD is an amazing album. i haven't been able to stop listening to it. i haven't been this excited over a CD since pretty odd (which didn't leave my car stereo for like a month and a half).

dorkass fanboy ryro is THE BEST RYRO EVER. and yes, the best part is he fails SO HARD at trying to be cool. XD

[ginsatonic.livejournal.com]

I meant to say trying to be cool and failing, damn kids distracted me.
I love that Ryan is so busy fanboying that he messes his hair up with his shades and doesn't even care. hahaha. Major boy crush.

[minus-four.livejournal.com]

Imma write drabble porns in the comments! Then other fic, I swear ;)

Also, Ryannnnnnnnnnnn! Fangirly!Ryan, no less.
Well ~I knew he had a dirty mind :P

I can't help on the gift ideas I'm afraid... I suck irl with gifts too. le sigh.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!!! DRABBLE PORN!!! YOU ARE MY BESTEST FRIEND. AND OTHER FIC!!!!! ASEL;K4JA;OFIUAWP3948UAWP9384UAP348AP4 PRIESTFUC. WANT. NAO.

yes but. i didn't know his dirty mind ever actually got put on display in front of other human beings besides brendon. XD

[minus-four.livejournal.com]

Alex must be speshul ;)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

yes. in the sense that ryan wants to bone him liek whoa.

*patiently waits for drabblepr0nz*

Ryan had always liked being in the church when it was empty...

[minus-four.livejournal.com]

Yes, random, more angsty than it was going to be, church!sex. (I've wanted this for a while and it won't happen in priestfuc, so HAI, RANDOM).

http://minus-four.livejournal.com/53506.html

Stupid fucking porn getting too long. PORN IS HARD.

tru-fuckin-fax right there.

Anyway, hope you like it. Idk tbh lol.

Re: Ryan had always liked being in the church when it was empty...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

,KASEHKLRJAFPUIAWIO3U4AP3OW4JAO;43JAPWO3UAFPAOI34

*GOES TO READ*

p.s. I LOVE YOU.

[maggiesynders.livejournal.com]

I'm thinking I would love to join in this Ryro/Alex shipping. you should def post the links to some of those videos.
I WANT TO SEE STUPIDLY SILLY FANGIRLY RYANNNNNN!!!! AND ALEX SING PHATOM OF THE OPERA!!

so srry. caps took over *fails*

[lolab.livejournal.com]

updated entry, look. :)

[maggiesynders.livejournal.com]

yay! thnx ♥♥
Today you and your Alex Greenwald obsession is officially my favorite :D

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YAY! :D

[iamiamamachine.livejournal.com]

RYAN ROSS HAS A DIRTY MIND. WHO KNEW.

oh jesus that just made me shiver.
IN THE WRONG WAY, because have you ever SEEN RYANROSSY'S FACE. he's the most awkward being i've ever laid eyes on. and I LOVE HIM, we all do, but. RYANROSSY.

i always have to imagine emo!ryan or i just won't be able to work my way through ryan/anyone slash.

oh wow HI ISSUE. i didn't know where all that just came from.

i love your alex crush :D i'm crushing on alexes as well, just not yours.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahahahaaha. i think ryan has a tendency to be completely awkward, yes, but i also think he's gorgeous and probably, somehow, really amazing in bed. idek why, but he's one of the sexiest creatures alive, imo. i like 'em scrawny and sulky. sigh.

ALEXES FTW. :D

[iamiamamachine.livejournal.com]

i like 'em jonwalkerly, i guess. even though i'm totally crushing on alex deleon right now who's like, TINYTINYTINY and THINTHINTHIN and TINYTINYTINY. and thin. and. tiny. okay. yes. it's either MANLY MEN (stubble beards! muscles! \o/) or WOMANLY WOMEN (curves! \o/) for me, idk. i've never been much of an in-between person i guess, with nothing. haha.

i'm studying philosophy at the moment. kant \o/ it's about knowledge and truth and whether the world is real or not. it's fairly interesting. this one philosopher says that 'esse est percipi aut percipere', to be is to be perceive or to perceive, which would mean that AS SOON AS I CLOSE MY EYES EVERYTHING AROUND ME ISN'T REAL ANYMORE. that's a very nice thought, sometimes. only he also says that there's a god who sees everything and that's kind of where he contradicts himself, because WHO SEES THE GOD?

...yeah, i'll shut up now.

god, i really want to write porn. or. make porn, or whatever. sex \o/

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahhhh, we're opposite. ;) i love the girly boys. i'm all about the genderfucking. (NOT to be confused with genderswapping, or mpreg, neither of which i will read, ugh.)

oooooh. i need to study philosophy. i have plans to get away from the internet and turn my life around when i'm done w/ pwf, so maybe i will do philosophy then. ;) that is a very interesting thought. you should send me more thoughts like that, because i'm planning a fic (yeah, life-turnaround fail) where brendon and ryan Go Back To The Cabin and it's just this mind-blowing week of falling in love, and i want them to have random epic conversations about life and death and philosophy and shit.

ANYway.

DUDE, IF YOU WANT TO WRITE PORN, WRITE IT. PLEASE. I WILL LOVE YOU SO HARD. WRITE ME SOME JONCER (OR JONRAD? ANYTHING!) PORN IN THE COMMENTS, GO ON. YOU KNOW YOU WANT TO.

[iamiamamachine.livejournal.com]

i like emo boys though... they're girly enough! i've only ever liked one boyly girl though, and that was dani from a shot at love with tila tequila one. haha.

LOL. i like your life-turnaroundfail. and the life-turnaround idea, of course. well so far i don't understand anything about immanuel kant's philosophy at all so no more thoughts for this right second :| AND NO PORN. DON'T ENCOURAGE ME. NO PORN UNTIL I'VE FINISHED STUDYING KANT. & whatever chapter comes after his.

ALSO. JONRAD. AWRJAPWEJRPJWERPJAWEPR.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

FINISH YOUR KANT. THEN, WE PORN.

*waits*

[iamiamamachine.livejournal.com]

KAY.

'het empirisme kwam tot de conclusie dat we geen uitspraken kunnen doen buiten onze voorstellingen in de ervaring, het rationalisme doet alleen uitspraken voer de buitenwereld inzoverre deze overeenkomt (of lijkt te komen!) met de wetten van het denken, zoals in de logica. kant zag het mogelijke bouwwerk van de kennis instorten en moest een dergelijk scepticisme kunnen overwinnen om toch de vraag te beantwoorden hoe we 'weten' dat er bij een gebeurtenis sprake is van een gevolg dat door iets anders veroorzaakt wordt.'

DUDE THEY'RE JUST RUNNING AROUND IN CIRCLES.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

...that, see, okay, that is really not in english. if it is porn, i would very much like it in english.

[iamiamamachine.livejournal.com]

haha, dutch porn would suck. it was about kant.
/o\ i'm afraid our porn will have to wait 'till next friday. exam week starts on monday, zomgz.

[conquer-minds.livejournal.com]

So I know that as a good wifey, I’m supposed to keep you on track and tell you to write chapter eight… BUT SCREW THAT; ALEX/RYAN: WRITE ITTTTTTTTTTTTTT. ♥_______♥

xDD

P.S. HAVE FUN TOMORROW! 8D

[lolab.livejournal.com]

asl;ei4upoa8ug09a8wu4paw3iou4p39 NO! i can't! if i give in and write that, i'll have to give in and write the ryden that's been lodging itself more and more obsessively into my brain! BAD INFLUENCE!!!

tomorrow. XD

[noteto--self.livejournal.com]

dear rynrss, you are so wondorously gay for alex greenwald. just thought you should know.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

XD i'm not sure if ryan knows, but i'm pretty sure alex does.

[noteto--self.livejournal.com]

well, as long as someone in the relationship does =D

[chachachainsaw.livejournal.com]

Ryan Ross + Alex Greenwald = Phantom of the Opera and car alarms going off? How does that work?
Oh god, math is so confusing, but what the fuck ever. It apparently makes sense to whoever it is that controls us crazy humans, so it's good enough for me.

... lmfao. that totally made sense in my mind, so if it sounds like random gibberish to you, proceed to whack me over the head with whatever large, heavy object you can find. because gibberish is bad. unless said gibberish involves keysmashing; then it is good. -ahem- T___T

[lolab.livejournal.com]

RYAN/ALEX/PHANTOMOFTHEOPERA = OT3. XD

you are precious.

[closetfanatic.livejournal.com]

Hi!

I hope you don't mind, but I linked here through your pwf, and was looking for the not-yet-infamous chapter eight. Anyway, I happened to watch the council bluffs video, and all I could think of through the whole thing was -- "what the hell is Ryan doing with a football?" And couldn't stop watching his ridiculously beautiful fingers flipping it around, and how foreign the football actually looks in his grip. And the others? I don't think I've seen Ryan so obviously fangirl anyone--even Bden. Thanks for the links!

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ahahha. chapter 8 is coming along, slowly... i'm almost done with the opening flashback. bah. but at least it has definite direction; i know exactly where it's going.

dude, NO ONE KNOWS WHAT RYAN IS DOING WITH A FOOTBALL. or why his shirt is open, which NEVER occurs, EVER. some of us have speculated he and alex were playing a dirty game of football coach and hopeful boy at tryouts. XD XD XD

ryan never even fangirled PETE like this, man. and i feel so bad for brendon, b/c alex is basically... brendon, magnified. so idk how bden drives ryan nuts (in a bad way) but alex clearly doesn't. poor bden.

yay for sharing in the rolex love! :D

[mandy-croyance.livejournal.com]

I think Phantom Planet is totally winning me over.


And Ryan Ross! How so adorable? He's such a ridiculous little fanboy.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YAY!!!!! they are good at that. XD i can hook you up with their best video blogs, too. hell, just run a youtube search for "wallingford slap fight". that is pretty much how becca and i have been starting our mornings for the past few weeks.

ryan ross is the eternal fanboy of epic win. :D

[silhouettes-die.livejournal.com]

Oh Ryan can you make it more obvious?

Seriously he’s almost as worse as Bden-wait no I actually think Ryan is worse. Whoa I think my mind just exploded, I never thought that was possible. Ryan having a dirty mind though I knew that had to be possible (showing it to other people though kind of freaks me out) after all when your stuck on a bus for months with Bden and Jon they are going to rub off you one way or another ;).

Those videos are ftw! We now have proof which I will rub in your face Ryan Ross when you deny being in love with Alex. I love Council Bluffs! Just because Alex is playing the Mandolin :D.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

I KNOW RIGHT???

i really think he IS worse than bden, which is just, mind-blowing. and i love it. :D

ahahahahaha, i'd love to see ryan's reaction if anyone confronted him about alex. i almost mentioned it to alex last night but got distracted by his INCREDIBLE HOTNESS AND AWESOMENESS.

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

Oh, dude, thanks for posting the vid links, these are AWESOME! Wow, Ryan is totally into Alex in these.. and Ryan's bodyguard/keeper person lurking in the background going "shit the little asshole sneaked away from me again!"

(hopefully when you write Alex/Ryan, it won't be as angsty as your Alex/Darren was)

[lolab.livejournal.com]

they are indeed awesome. :D ryan is totally in love with that boy. and HAHAHAHAHAA ZACK, IKR??? that's exactly the right line for it.

alex/ryan will be full of nonsense and awkwardness. probably not angst, unless i go with my original brendon(who'sinlovewithryan)-walks-in-on-them plan. ;)

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

alex/ryan will be full of nonsense and awkwardness. probably not angst, unless i go with my original brendon(who'sinlovewithryan)-walks-in-on-them plan. ;)

...so if Darren walks in on them, he'll just ...join in? ;)

in my mind, Brendon is, like, the worst lover ever, he is all over-eager and educated by porn, and he gets really turned on and loses control, and falls asleep after he comes too fast... and he knows is, had listened to people bitching him out for it, and so now he is really insecure too..

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

oops, pressed 'post comment' too soon, there was also supposed to be this bit: ..total opposite to Ryan, who is a little bit bored with it all, and whose "education" comes from sleeping with like, 10-20 people and reading Masters and Johnson, and the Kinsey Report or something...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

AHAHAHAHAHAHA. yeah. i think ryan would be... interesting. but like, totally awkward with alex. to me it seems like alex is the first and only Real Homo Crush ryan's ever had (pete was more fangirling). so he's going to be all kinds of awkward.

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

alex is the first and only Real Homo Crush ryan's ever had (pete was more fangirling)

Heee! And Pete totally watched all the Alex+Ryan acoustic vids on youtube and was soooooo jealous! Ryan was just... so happy to be there with Alex.. if there was awkwardness, Pete was sure it didn't get through Ryan's pink-tinted sunglasses :PP

[lolab.livejournal.com]

AAAAHAHHAAHHA!!!! YESSSSS. i can just see pete complaining to patrick about it. "what's that douchebag got that i don't?!" pat: "...well, he's not emo all the time, he's actually TALLER than ryan, he makes up songs on the spot..." pete's all: "WHATEVER, i have a friggin' EMPIRE."

XD

[lolab.livejournal.com]

YES, DARREN WILL ABSOLUTELY JOIN IN.

LOL!!!!!!!! that's HORRIBLE! i can totally see brendon being like that years ago, but i'd like to think by now he'd have improved significantly. ;)

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

LOL!!!!!!!! that's HORRIBLE! i can totally see brendon being like that years ago, but i'd like to think by now he'd have improved significantly. ;)

I don't know, you think he's had the chance to improve? I guess, right, I mean, it's been, like, three years, right? OK, maybe he is better now, but maybe his self-image is still all "I suck at sex"? ...or maybe it's Ryan's idea of Brendon that hasn't changed? ;) Brendon is all "I just want to make you feel good, baby" and Ryan squirms with embarrassment and wishes this didn't actually sound appealing...

[lolab.livejournal.com]

...i really like the idea of ryan squirming with embarrassment over being turned on.

i think you should write me some porn nao. ;)

[spinfrog.livejournal.com]

Ehehe my writing skills made small children cry, I think I should leave it to the "pro"s :)