teaser: kink #8

[behindthec]

"Okay, okay.  C'mere."  He points at the middle of the page.  "Can we do these two, then?"

 

"I hate you.  I hate that you know my list.  Hate.  Why did I ever tell you?"

 

"Because I'm trustworthy and understanding and would never use it against you.  Can we?"

ahaha, i love those two more than i should.  i really want to start posting before the 14th, b/c they're READY.  lol.  i'm in the middle of the finale now.  \o/  it's full of angsty goodness, too!  i'm really shockingly happy with this series, and i'm glad you guys made me do it.  i hope you enjoy it as much as i have.

i've been having this great email conversation with monamour_x, and this bit of her latest one -- idk, it's such a simple concept, and yet, seeing the words put so directly like this really hit me somehow:

"We think something will make us really happy and will be so great and stuff and we’ll strive to achieve that happiness, only to find out that it doesn’t have the same emotional pay-off that we thought it would—it’s the same with people. You think that having people tell you how amazing you are and how much they love you and want to be like you and envy you will make you feel really great, but in the end your left feeling the same way you did before, if not worse, because the people can’t make you happy…YOU have to. And that’s the hardest thing about life—figuring out who you are and accepting who that person is. Otherwise, you won’t ever be happy. Not really."

it's so fucking true it hurts, you know?  (hope you don't mind me quoting you, bb. :)

in other news... ryan seriously just, like, boned all of his male friends in high school, didn't he?  wtf IS this.  and why isn't there a video that shows us what happens next.  look at the BG shirt, and how ryan is all ~rebelling and not wearing one!!  (unless they come in different colors, but i like my theory better.)  <3!ROSS.

(ty sophie. <3333)

oh happy day.  see my twitter for why. XD

eta: you think if we all nag sophie constantly for the rest of the week, we could have the next chapter of this by the weekend?  LET'S DO IT. XD

Comments

[fixme-in-45.livejournal.com]

oh god... no way
sunday i have work alllll day and then the xmas party for want of a better phrase....
fuck it. i need kinks. i wasn't that fussed about the party anyway.

his throat. i want to lick it. and i'm not ashamed to say so :)
ooooh breathplay
this is so gonna be worth the wait

[lolab.livejournal.com]

well luckily the kinks are short, nearly all are less than 2k words, so it shouldn't take much time to read.

BREATHPLAY. *dies* i want to lick it too. god.

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

I DON'T EVEN LIKE BREATHPLAY AND YOU'RE MAKING ME WANT IT.
Either major fail on my part or major win on yours. :p

[lolab.livejournal.com]

go look at pics of ryan's throat. then go look at pics of brendon's hands. tell me that isn't a marriage made in heaven. ;)

it's not about sex, it's about trust. and ryan needs that. he needs brendon to know he trusts him that much.

asekhauif9paw3

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's my asthma makes it bother me so much. Since I already know what it feels like to not be able to breathe, anything involving suffocation scares the living shit out of me. o.o

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ohhhhhhhhh okay. no, i totally get that. i've never had a problem like that so for me it's exciting to give that control over to someone momentarily. but yeah, i get it. :/

I ASSURE YOU RYAN HAS VERY HEALTHY LUNGS. :)

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Haha, yeah. I only just now realized that's probably why though. xD

OF COURSE HE DOES. HE'S A SCREAMER. xDDD