teaser: kink #8

[behindthec]

"Okay, okay.  C'mere."  He points at the middle of the page.  "Can we do these two, then?"

 

"I hate you.  I hate that you know my list.  Hate.  Why did I ever tell you?"

 

"Because I'm trustworthy and understanding and would never use it against you.  Can we?"

ahaha, i love those two more than i should.  i really want to start posting before the 14th, b/c they're READY.  lol.  i'm in the middle of the finale now.  \o/  it's full of angsty goodness, too!  i'm really shockingly happy with this series, and i'm glad you guys made me do it.  i hope you enjoy it as much as i have.

i've been having this great email conversation with monamour_x, and this bit of her latest one -- idk, it's such a simple concept, and yet, seeing the words put so directly like this really hit me somehow:

"We think something will make us really happy and will be so great and stuff and we’ll strive to achieve that happiness, only to find out that it doesn’t have the same emotional pay-off that we thought it would—it’s the same with people. You think that having people tell you how amazing you are and how much they love you and want to be like you and envy you will make you feel really great, but in the end your left feeling the same way you did before, if not worse, because the people can’t make you happy…YOU have to. And that’s the hardest thing about life—figuring out who you are and accepting who that person is. Otherwise, you won’t ever be happy. Not really."

it's so fucking true it hurts, you know?  (hope you don't mind me quoting you, bb. :)

in other news... ryan seriously just, like, boned all of his male friends in high school, didn't he?  wtf IS this.  and why isn't there a video that shows us what happens next.  look at the BG shirt, and how ryan is all ~rebelling and not wearing one!!  (unless they come in different colors, but i like my theory better.)  <3!ROSS.

(ty sophie. <3333)

oh happy day.  see my twitter for why. XD

eta: you think if we all nag sophie constantly for the rest of the week, we could have the next chapter of this by the weekend?  LET'S DO IT. XD

Comments

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

FRUIT ROLL UP SHARING FTMFW.
o.o
sorry, that pic just pushed everything else away. RYAN'S MOUTH OMFG.
CHERRY FRUIT CANDY.
\O/

[lolab.livejournal.com]

I KNOW RIGHT????????? JESUS. SOMEONE PHOTOSHOP BRENDON INTO THIS PIC ALREADY.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

BAHAHAH AWESOME. basementcat/ceilingcat lovechild. (just like pete! trufax! he is angelic one moment and devilish the next. IT ALL SUDDENLY MAKES SENSE.)

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

teehee!!! I just mostly noticed that the whiskers were lopsided. XD


omg
It is...7:30, I have Calculus at 10:00, and I have not yet gone to sleep. Times like these when I wish I could drink coffee. xD

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

that picture would be more awesome if ryan ross wasn't just pissing me off atm. :/
oh, and i know i said i'd do more of the jonrad tonight but they;'ve decided that fifteen is a good time for a nervous breakdown so i have a ton of homework and stuff.
sorry i'm full of excuses bb <3

BASEMENT CAT/CEILING CAT FTW!
have you seen the lolcat bible? it's ridiculous.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

aww, why is he pissing you off? he often pisses me off too. lol.

awwww, bb, that's okay. no rush! i sorry you're so busy. :( beta my "present" before you write anything anyway, i'm anxious for it. XD

YES, LOLCAT BIBLE IS FUCKING AMAZING.

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

haha, I take it Shannon hasn't told you what it is then :D

Dude, my mum basically just told me that i'm too fat for american apparel adult MD shirts. screw that; my farewell t-shirt is an american apparel M and it fits fine.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

oh no, i know what it is. i've gotten teasers. i blushed profusely. XD WANT IT NAO.

dude, wtf?? your mum is mean. :(

[bunniesontoast.livejournal.com]

haha. it's pretty awesome, I have to say ^_^

well...she's sick so i guess that'd make her grumpy, but she always wants to make me wear these huge t-shirts, and i'm like 'i am not that fat, plus I am a CHICK. I have HIPS, OKAY?'

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

PRESENT TIME!!!

Omg. Blues Clues Birthday Party flashback. FAIL. WHY MUST I HAVE LITTLE BROTHERS?
SKIPPING OVER THAT.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

AHAA. HAHAHAHAHA. AHAHAHAHAHA ILY. use that all month, i dare you. :P

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

It is SUCH a good thing that no one I know in real life knows about my lj. My mother will NEVER EVER see this. xD

Wow, I'm such a bad Mormon. XDDD

[piper47.livejournal.com]

How do you feel about playing the piano with bden before "Lying?"

Also, I'm such a bitch with all the teasing. I promise you can have your present soon. And it will be awesome. Srsly.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

UM YES FUCKING PLEASE???????????? can he sing the opening verse of lying to me too? XD

dude if i don't get this soon i'm gonna explode. god. <33333333333333333

[fixme-in-45.livejournal.com]

unf
kinks need to come soon
*makes grabbyhands*

Ryan motherfucking Ross?!?!?... you wonder why your sexuality is questioned so much!

his bone structure kills me dead. w/bonus adams apple
i wish i could hate him, i really do
but he exists and that in itself is enough to keep me happy

[lolab.livejournal.com]

this sunday -- december 14, baby! :D

DUDE IKR.

his bone structure is to die for. and his THROAT. jesus. i'm in kink 12 right now and i'm about three paragraphs from breathplay and omg i can't wait.

[fixme-in-45.livejournal.com]

oh god... no way
sunday i have work alllll day and then the xmas party for want of a better phrase....
fuck it. i need kinks. i wasn't that fussed about the party anyway.

his throat. i want to lick it. and i'm not ashamed to say so :)
ooooh breathplay
this is so gonna be worth the wait

[lolab.livejournal.com]

well luckily the kinks are short, nearly all are less than 2k words, so it shouldn't take much time to read.

BREATHPLAY. *dies* i want to lick it too. god.

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

I DON'T EVEN LIKE BREATHPLAY AND YOU'RE MAKING ME WANT IT.
Either major fail on my part or major win on yours. :p

[lolab.livejournal.com]

go look at pics of ryan's throat. then go look at pics of brendon's hands. tell me that isn't a marriage made in heaven. ;)

it's not about sex, it's about trust. and ryan needs that. he needs brendon to know he trusts him that much.

asekhauif9paw3

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Maybe it's my asthma makes it bother me so much. Since I already know what it feels like to not be able to breathe, anything involving suffocation scares the living shit out of me. o.o

[lolab.livejournal.com]

ohhhhhhhhh okay. no, i totally get that. i've never had a problem like that so for me it's exciting to give that control over to someone momentarily. but yeah, i get it. :/

I ASSURE YOU RYAN HAS VERY HEALTHY LUNGS. :)

[the-randomist.livejournal.com]

Haha, yeah. I only just now realized that's probably why though. xD

OF COURSE HE DOES. HE'S A SCREAMER. xDDD

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

i have lots to say.

first of all...I'M SO UPSET I'M GOING TO CRY. want to know why? i'll tell you why. it's BECAUSE i wont freaking BE HERE this weekend, MEANING i won't be able to read the first kink!!!!!

my life is such a joke.

you know how excited i've been about these kinks to and now...now...just... DDDDDD: *cries*

whatever. moving on...

of course i don't mind that you quoted me! :) if anything i just feel special that someone thought something i said was quote-able lol. most of the time i just say pretty moronic stuff.

i'm getting a cold. again. this is because my immune system sucks ass and can't keep me healthy for longer than two week intervals. seriously...i'm always sick, it seems.

ryan ross makes my heart swell.

GAH. HOLD ON. the phone keeps ringing off the hook.

anyways, where was i? oh yes. ryan ross. of course. well...theres not much more to say about that except for the fact that i wish i was on the other end of that fruit roll up. :P

ohmygoodness i feel so special right now that i was mentioned in here, hahaha i am beyond lame.

OHRIGHT! i forgot to ask this is my email back to you: why do you hate christmas? i love christmas. but mostly its only because i love presents. :) i don't care if that makes me a two year old.

[lolab.livejournal.com]

FAIL!!!!!!!!! ugh. you're the second person who has weekend plans. i may have to start posting earlier. but, dnw. you can read them when you get back.

NO SICK. :( i sorry bb.

ryan ross makes my PANTS swell.

i hate xmas b/c it is a societally manufactured holiday designed to promote greed and reckless spending. hate it. HATE. that said, happy holidays. :)

[monamour-x.livejournal.com]

don't post earlier. i mean...wow, i'm the last person i'd expect would say that...but really. because i like the idea of it all leading up to christmas. i don't care about me not getting it right away. i mean, pshh, whatever i'll survive. i just like to whine like a little baby sometimes.

D: my baby brother wont stop crying. its making me sad.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

it just gives people an excuse to pretend like they are good people. HEY i enjoy that reckless spending. even if i'm not the one doing the spending most of the time since i am poor. :DDD lol happy holidays to you, too! lol ily.

I. AM. BORED. (and i should be doing work right now, but whatever i'm not in the mood)

[haha-urdead.livejournal.com]

This pic cheered me up, cuz I'm all depressed that I can't see a Fall Out Boy show next Tuesday in NYC when their album comes out (WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE A FREAKING SCHOOL NIGHT?????)

Ryan has and always will be a manwhore. for men.

If that random boy went to my school (which doesn't make sense cuz I go to an all girl's school) he'd get a dentention cuz of the T-shirt underneath his uniform polo, which is a major offense at my school. We can only have a completely plain white (no writing) shirt that is not sticking out of your uniform polo shirt.

But boys get away with a lot in schools with uniforms. Sometimes they can wear whatever type of polo they want with whatever pants they want as long as it's nice. NO FAIR. I have to wear the classic Catholic school girl outfit :-(

[lolab.livejournal.com]

awwww! well i can't see any FOB shows either. :( hopefully they'll tour soon next year...

i think that "random boy" is trevor, their old "pet salamander" bandmate. XD

boys get away with a lot in LIFE. no wonder i want to be one. sigh.

[haha-urdead.livejournal.com]

come to think of it, it does look like trevor.
trevor=thug pimp. He def. looked the type to like ass-rape Ryan but like willingly.