teaser: kink #8

[behindthec]

"Okay, okay.  C'mere."  He points at the middle of the page.  "Can we do these two, then?"

 

"I hate you.  I hate that you know my list.  Hate.  Why did I ever tell you?"

 

"Because I'm trustworthy and understanding and would never use it against you.  Can we?"

ahaha, i love those two more than i should.  i really want to start posting before the 14th, b/c they're READY.  lol.  i'm in the middle of the finale now.  \o/  it's full of angsty goodness, too!  i'm really shockingly happy with this series, and i'm glad you guys made me do it.  i hope you enjoy it as much as i have.

i've been having this great email conversation with monamour_x, and this bit of her latest one -- idk, it's such a simple concept, and yet, seeing the words put so directly like this really hit me somehow:

"We think something will make us really happy and will be so great and stuff and we’ll strive to achieve that happiness, only to find out that it doesn’t have the same emotional pay-off that we thought it would—it’s the same with people. You think that having people tell you how amazing you are and how much they love you and want to be like you and envy you will make you feel really great, but in the end your left feeling the same way you did before, if not worse, because the people can’t make you happy…YOU have to. And that’s the hardest thing about life—figuring out who you are and accepting who that person is. Otherwise, you won’t ever be happy. Not really."

it's so fucking true it hurts, you know?  (hope you don't mind me quoting you, bb. :)

in other news... ryan seriously just, like, boned all of his male friends in high school, didn't he?  wtf IS this.  and why isn't there a video that shows us what happens next.  look at the BG shirt, and how ryan is all ~rebelling and not wearing one!!  (unless they come in different colors, but i like my theory better.)  <3!ROSS.

(ty sophie. <3333)

oh happy day.  see my twitter for why. XD

eta: you think if we all nag sophie constantly for the rest of the week, we could have the next chapter of this by the weekend?  LET'S DO IT. XD

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[haha-urdead.livejournal.com]

This pic cheered me up, cuz I'm all depressed that I can't see a Fall Out Boy show next Tuesday in NYC when their album comes out (WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE A FREAKING SCHOOL NIGHT?????)

Ryan has and always will be a manwhore. for men.

If that random boy went to my school (which doesn't make sense cuz I go to an all girl's school) he'd get a dentention cuz of the T-shirt underneath his uniform polo, which is a major offense at my school. We can only have a completely plain white (no writing) shirt that is not sticking out of your uniform polo shirt.

But boys get away with a lot in schools with uniforms. Sometimes they can wear whatever type of polo they want with whatever pants they want as long as it's nice. NO FAIR. I have to wear the classic Catholic school girl outfit :-(

[lolab.livejournal.com]

awwww! well i can't see any FOB shows either. :( hopefully they'll tour soon next year...

i think that "random boy" is trevor, their old "pet salamander" bandmate. XD

boys get away with a lot in LIFE. no wonder i want to be one. sigh.

[haha-urdead.livejournal.com]

come to think of it, it does look like trevor.
trevor=thug pimp. He def. looked the type to like ass-rape Ryan but like willingly.